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Recieved: 2004/05/05 14:53
Subject: [K-list] Another Strange One (was something happened)
From: Rich

I'd had a strange experience as a kid. In a friend's attic of a very old
country home. Large ceilings, creaky floorboards, big heavy stone walls etc.
Convinced I felt a presence, a ghost or something. I was scared and quick to
get out and down to the main levels of the home. It was only a feeling. A
fear which left me when I was away from the attic. I don't think I'd ever
thought of this event since.

Strangely, this event came back to me the other day. I experienced myself as
the thing I felt at that time when I was a kid. Strange. It seemed I was
that ghost that frightened myself. Like the feeling of me now and that ghost
were on the same vibe or something. Did I time-travel?

I couldn't understand it but the perceptions were there. Like I visited
myself to the past.

For what I'm not certain of. Speculating, to make me knowledgeable to
something or to kick my butt until a time when I could know better of such
things. Or maybe to put me into fear so I could get over it. A life review
whilst I'm still alive? Saturn return? Who knows? Seems a lot of stuff
coming in about guides and if anyone is familiar with Lucifer or the Lucifer
initiation there seems some parallel of this and some recent experience.

Of course I could be making up stories. There seems sometimes a 'melding' of
imagination and perception of the subtle. I don't doubt others could
experience and account this differently.


Any Thoughts?



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