To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/05/05 14:47
Subject: RE: [K-list] something happened - Email found in subject
From: Ranbir Singh
On 2004/05/05 14:47, Ranbir Singh posted thus to the K-list:
It's a difficult one,
I don't really want to intellectualise it,
The voices are not my own,
Neither is the pain,
I've felt something similar before,
I was at work,
And suddenly I felt very sick and sad,
I want outside to get some fresh air and was chatting to a friend,
When a worker further down the street,
Got caught up in a gas explosion,
He rushed out on flames,
We did what we could,
He went to hospital and died the next day,
I remember feeling blank at the time,
As if I'd already felt everything before.
This is a similar feeling.
Deep down I know it has nothing to do with ego loss,
Its something else,
Something external.
Just can't put my finger on it.
As for the voices they are having conversations,
Of what I have no idea,
Just that I am talking with them,
And it is like we are all old friends,
Friendly and warm.
And I cant remember a word that is said apart from,
Wake up.
Thank you for the email.
Peace.
-----Original Message-----
From: Deepak Srinivasan [mailto:deepsrinATyahoo.com]
Sent: 05 May 2004 14:54
To: Ranbir Singh; k-listATKundalini-Gateway.org
Subject: RE: [K-list] something happened - Email found in subject
I have felt that before but first it is on a personal
level...i cry or feel lousy about something in my own
life, and then, it fades,a dn i dont know what im
crying about anymore, and then i am gripped by a
non-directed feeling of sorrow...
I don't know if the sorrow is a recreation of my own
self just to feel alive and feel emotion of some sort,
or if it truly is the real pain of all the others who
havent realised that happiness is a natural state and
hence go on creating misery in their lives...
i was reading some interesting OBE's (out of body
experiences ) online and there was this one guy who
spoke of voices too...
he was apparently a squanderer and womaniser and had
no respect for life and then something physical
happened which is when he traveled to some portal and
found it filled with golden light and unconditional
love for the first time...
and how he came back and started living a changed
life...interesting account...he kept hearing voices
too...
the thing is, the voices are/maybe "external entities"
as one of my friends calls it, or just internalisation
of other people's instructions and what you think the
world thinks and how you should should not issues of
your own mind...which of course, when fine tuned (dont
want to use a harsh term like mind control...lol),
reveals the true inner guru
D
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