To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/05/05 13:53
Subject: RE: [K-list] something happened - Email found in subject
From: Deepak Srinivasan
On 2004/05/05 13:53, Deepak Srinivasan posted thus to the K-list:
I have felt that before but first it is on a personal
level...i cry or feel lousy about something in my own
life, and then, it fades,a dn i dont know what im
crying about anymore, and then i am gripped by a
non-directed feeling of sorrow...
I don't know if the sorrow is a recreation of my own
self just to feel alive and feel emotion of some sort,
or if it truly is the real pain of all the others who
havent realised that happiness is a natural state and
hence go on creating misery in their lives...
i was reading some interesting OBE's (out of body
experiences ) online and there was this one guy who
spoke of voices too...
he was apparently a squanderer and womaniser and had
no respect for life and then something physical
happened which is when he traveled to some portal and
found it filled with golden light and unconditional
love for the first time...
and how he came back and started living a changed
life...interesting account...he kept hearing voices
too...
the thing is, the voices are/maybe "external entities"
as one of my friends calls it, or just internalisation
of other people's instructions and what you think the
world thinks and how you should should not issues of
your own mind...which of course, when fine tuned (dont
want to use a harsh term like mind control...lol),
reveals the true inner guru
D
--- Ranbir Singh <ranbirATnahal.freeserve.co.uk> wrote:
>
>
> I don't know what it is,
> Last year all of a sudden I started getting
> problems,
> Somewhere inside I knew they weren't mine,
> This year I feel everything is getting back to
> normal,
> As if someone's turning off,
> And turning on a tap,
> Its all linked to my fifth eye and seventh eye,
> For awhile now Vie felt something big was going to
> happen,
> That is where the sadness is coming from,
> It's a strange one though,
> A deep hurt but not my own,
> As if the universe is grieving.
> All I know,
> Is this is but the beginning,
> Of something different.
>
>
> -----Original Message-----
> From: Gustaf Grefberg
> [mailto:gustaf.grefbergATstarbreeze.com]
> Sent: 05 May 2004 10:11
> To: 'Ranbir Singh '; 'k-listATKundalini-Gateway.org '
> Subject: RE: [K-list] something happened - Email
> found in subject
>
> I also had a very strong experience last night.
> Maybe the fullmoon made me
> more conductive to it.. Dunno.. I was feeling so
> strange and fragmented
> yesterday that I went to bed early.. I was still
> during the process of
> waking up after a dream when I felt like my head was
> reeling with energy, as
> if electrical wires were attached from me from my
> root and another at the
> top of the head.. As I was still not entirely awake,
> I could not move, could
> not make a sound.. I gradually fell asleep again,
> then I started waking up
> again and it happened again, and again, and I lost
> count of the times it
> happened. It was not painful, it was not horrible..
> Just incredibly
> overwhelming. Took a long time to fall asleep again.
> =)
>
>
>
>
>
>
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