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Recieved: 2004/04/10 02:25
Subject: [K-list] Does the Heart live on ?
From: Brian .
On 2004/04/10 02:25, Brian . posted thus to the K-list:
Good Evening Deepak,
You wrote -
being a biologist, i also believe that our body needs
to manifest the thought requirements and psychological
beliefs as molecules and cells with health or
disease...to make true to me, whatever i believed in
the past..and when it changes, due to changing belief,
one goes through the numbness...
but then, passion is also dead, the heart feels like
nothing really matters...who cares with all things
being perfect...why do i even matter here now...why
dont i just merge with the energy as i know the
futileness of the exercise...i seem to have finally
cracked the code and what remains now but to go
away....
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It is interesting how emotion and spiritual
consciousness is deeply rooted into the physical and
vice-versa. On the surface, it seems preposterous to
even consider feelings etc. being manifest at the
organ or cellular level. It flies in the face of well
established scientific doctrine.
I have a conjecture that the old notion of bodily
humors was not so far off base. - That bile (which
smells awful BTW) quite literally can make us
vitriolic. This harks back to Mistress' comment about
amitra - even the slime in GhostBusters. (I forgot the
real name of that stuff.)
It's so hard to figure out why we feel one way or
another sometimes and yet we try to pinpoint the
source. Some things that affect me just slip by
without the breaking thru to the consciousness.
Sometimes I feel bad or jumpy 'for no reason' - no
doubt, several small things have slipped by or maybe I
just saw a billboard that had a negative message.
For me, I always feel a bit dried up emotionally after
experiencing some chaos or disruptiveness in my life.
I just think the body is throttling back the energy
trying to level back out and re-orient like a commuter
plane that just hit some turbulence. For me at least,
after everything is clear for a few weeks, the juice
starts to flow again.
-Brian
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