To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/04/06 09:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] COOL experience!
From: Oyvind
On 2004/04/06 09:37, Oyvind posted thus to the K-list:
> Same with the odd floating anxiety recently, stuff coming up to be
> cleared... and a process of building, gathering *charisma!* Pure, sheer
> undiluted charismatic energy, to hold an audience attention, entertain
> and enlighten and flow abundant Shakti without getting stress from the
> karma feedback... Goddess reshaping me to be Her vessel!
>
> That triggered a cascade of insights..
>
Sounds quite familiar :) The first time I experienced similar was a few
years ago, in the army. Back then I used to be very depressed. I decided
to figure out WHY i was depressed, and spent large amounts of time
walking around in the dark forests in the North (with Aurora Borealis ;))
After working out my negative thoughts (and found their origins), a
great feeling of freedom arrived. I got tremendous insight, like pieces
in a big puzzle made the big picture. I also noted i got this strange
"authority" (not arrogance), people must have noted "something" had
happened.
Last year, I had similar experience again. It was followed with a
lots of strange events (syncronicity ?), and new insight came again.
I now started understanding that what I am seeking, has a more spiritual
nature. A few months later, the first K-symptoms arrived. (Kundalini
was not in my vocabulary one year ago). My head still feels like a
plasma-lamp, 24/7 :) (In addition to the other classical symptoms)
I believe that we all have a purpose, and when we start doing whats
in our nature to do, we rise.
For my part, there is still things to be worked out. However, I know
I havent seen/done it all yet :) Seems like spiritual growth comes
in cycles.
Oyvind
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