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Recieved: 2004/03/22 13:16
Subject: Re: [K-list] K high TWINS
From: Dormouse
On 2004/03/22 13:16, Dormouse posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 19 March 2004 19:36 Deepak Srinivasan said
>i also remember asking my mom a dozen times if i was
>born with another as i felt i should have, and always
>feeling and wanting a twin...i was fascinated with
>twins and wanted one and somehow felt that i had one
>out there...
Hi Deepak,
It is entirely possible! Apparently it is not unusual for there to be twins
early in the pregnancy and some time during the early weeks for a twin to
develop and then be reabsorbed. Twins have been seen on scans and later
there has only been one child to be seen and no evidence of the other child.
I am not surprised to hear you have a feeling you were a twin under such
circumstances, i have heard of this with other people.
> i dont want to project a wrong
>image out there and hamper with the progress and
>purpose of his soul and mine, especially since it was
>his decision to move on...
I think of people as tending to incarnate in 'soul groups', and like a group
of actors that work together, each have different parts in each play/life,
sometimes very close, sometimes less close, and in a way, whether you are
born in the same family or not doesn't really matter, it is the kind of
relationship and the karmic ties that matter, as you feel with your probable
twin, but the fact you ended up born in separate families may indicate a
desire to have a closer relationship than you get with siblings - even
twins, but can also mean you may only get together for a short time as you
are also both freer to move on.
> i have constantly been "letting go" but then a weird
>stomach churning starts and i feel like i need to
>reach out, and like he's calling out...
I understand this, as I have been in somewhat the same situation as you, in
that I met a man some time after I was married who I felt had been my
sibling (my mother lost a baby boy before she had me). As I was married and
he was my husband's best friend, all sorts of moral 'taboos' interfered with
exploring the relationship between us, but i felt a tremendous closeness
that i had to be careful to hide :)
There was a telepathic component that meant whenever he was within, say, 12
feet of me, I would feel what he felt, and it would over ride my own
feelings. I didn't understand for a long time what was going on, for I didn'
t pick up words but feelings, and deep ones at that.
Being that sort of person, I showed what I was feeling and I think it was
very hard for him to see his emotions being publicly displayed in such
accurate detail.
He would then instinctively try to wall himself in to keep private.
Inevitably he walled me in with him. Now I was displaying trapped and walled
in feelings as well!
Gradually I realised that one feeling in particular i had when he was
around was one I had felt in the past but moved on beyond irrevocably; so
how come I felt it when he was physically close? Then I realised it was
telepathic.
When I knew he was coming to visit us, I would prepare for days beforehand;
lots of meditation, careful food intake, no alcohol and so on and then be
very focussed and centred all the time he was with us and this worked quite
well but was very hard to keep up.
We did get to discuss the problem, so i knew i hadn't imagined it though I
didn't mention how I thought it was caused!
After many years, a very wise and psychic healer said I had 'someone' sort
of psychically attached to me and we worked to prize him off, it took every
ounce of concentration I could muster and then some more. But eventually he
was off and I was protected against reattachment.
After that, I found the telepathy problem was over!
It is interesting to me that the 'attaching' happened on my right shoulder,
and a later psychic attack was on the right side of my head, as in a very
recent previous life i was in a nasty radiation accident and those were the
places i got badly burned.
I think maybe some active effort on your part to cut the ties that bind you
both would help, reading 'cutting the ties that bind' by ......... .(..i
forget, but a google search should turn up the author) and following her
suggestions would likely help.
BTW, cutting those ties doesn't mean shutting him out of your life, he might
even respond positively to the sense of freedom.
I would be really interested to hear how you get on!
Love,
Dormouse x
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