To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/03/20 01:18
Subject: Re: [K-list] K high
From: Deepak Srinivasan
On 2004/03/20 01:18, Deepak Srinivasan posted thus to the K-list:
>
> You believe you can hijack
> your own holy purpose?
well, yeah, that i realise again is a variation of the
illusion of i am split from the light....a lot of such
internal splits...this is the final one i guess in the
healing of I as a separate.
>
> In theory maybe
> in truth never...
>
> What's your higher purpose?
> Do you claim to know what it is or surrender that?
>
i think is is moments of waivering faith in myself as
the divine source and end of it all, as are we all,
it is again a variation of "I exist as a separate
entity"
> The twin is your projection of your true self.
absolutely right....
the last few days of increased resistance increased a
need to re-manifest the twin outside...
> If truth is all there is who is there to test it?
i guess we test our own faith in our own faith in the
IAM statement
> Are you separate from soul?
no, but not totally indentified by body as a
feeling...
revert time and again to a saperatist self...
>
> That's you calling out.
> You're yearning to know yourself.
right again...either manifest self-realisation from
within or from without,...most are taught to from
outside as the physical eyes see the exterior...i
guess the real question is, how aware one needs to be
of the real process...coa many i have seen are not and
lead fulfilled divine lives, just being in the
now...again the question is, is awareness necessary,
does one think it is...
my twin story was essential for me to catch my
attention...i guess i need to let it be...
>
> We all have that yearning.
> Most of the time we're too afraid to sit with it.
> To be with it.
>
> We attach all sorts of projections onto it instead,
> like a twin for instance
> to avoid it basically.
>
> But you know that yearning is a prayer
> and it's too big for anything bound in time
> to satisfy it.
>
> Only it can satisfy itself.
>
>
> Namaste
brilliantly said.....
namaste
Deepak
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