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To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/03/13 22:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] meds poll
From: baf sffaw

On 2004/03/13 22:24, baf sffaw posted thus to the K-list:

baf sffaw <dontcare011ATyahoo.com> wrote:I've taken zoloft (serotonin) , topomax (gaba) , and a beta blocker.
 
all for my apparent K symptoms , none of them did anything to stop it.
 
im not depressed anyway so i dont know why he put me on zoloft.
im not bipolar anymore i used to be as a kid so i dont know why he put me on topomax.
and my chest keeps pumping and rumbling which is why the beta blocker was used
and did nothing. i dont have any thyriod imbalence , they checked my blood.
 
I have also taken lithium at 11 years old i cant remember if it actually did anything.
 
I dont want to take any drugs it just seems to complecate the process.
 
I wonder what he would put me on if i told him i heard voices and kept waking up in other worlds. theres a blue fog in my house doc and theres swhirly lights in the sky , 200mg zoloft a day isn't doing a damn thing. I dont want any of this taken away no matter how much i sound like a frustrated child. i just dont want to sweat anymore. i know that its anxiety and empathy , my friend unconcsiously dumps his karma onto me reapidly so much that i hear his thoughts after he leaves when i lay down to sleep.
 
alcohol works , its shame i dont have the oppurtunity to drink all day everyday.
marijuana combined with alcohol is a train reck but atleast i dont sweat.
the alcohol consciousness is really animalistic i consider it to be lowering concsiousness while marijuana highteins it. combinding the two is a train reck. i dont even like drinking. i dont have a choice. what a whinny little kid i sound like.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 








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