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Recieved: 2004/02/29 16:34
Subject: RE: [K-list] What do you think about this?
From: Rich

On 2004/02/29 16:34, Rich posted thus to the K-list:




>
> http://www.realization.org/page/doc0/doc0053.htm
>
> This is a fear that lingers in the back of my head. not the detachment but
> actual physical brain damage from too much energy.

I've experienced similar types of emotionless / detached states where the
body feelings are gone. For me it happened when I would get seriously
entwined with other people or lost in astral (mental) hell. Loosing my sense
of self.

The lack of body feelings is not pleasant. Like when I touch my face and
cannot feel very much. Like the feeling is displaced or I were being touched
by something inanimate. I might be unsure if I was smiling or what
expression I had to others even though I thought my face muscles were
functioning.

I remember there was a very hard heaviness in my head or some part of me. No
doubt a big blockage (or bad energy flow). Sometimes the blockage is
strengthened through the energy of K. If focussed on (the blockage), it gets
worse.

The trick was to get grounded and take attention off the thing enough to
surrender it.

I find now, if K is flowing through the head and out the crown, the
wonderful feeling of no thoughts. Just being and existing without purpose.
That this for a while makes a sort of reset on my mind and it clears the
numbness too.


Rich

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