To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/02/24 16:38
Subject: Re: [K-list] Mystress's meditation , head almost exploded
From: Mystress
On 2004/02/24 16:38, Mystress posted thus to the K-list:
At 05:24 AM 24/02/2004, baf sffaw wrote:
>Hi. thanks for the replies on my last post.
>
>http://www.kundalini-teacher.com/meditations/grounding.html
>
>This meditation is really powerful!
Heh. To each according to their need and ability to receive, but not
more than they can handle. That is the only limit, of sorts, on the
Shaktipat flowing through the page. The rest is "as Goddess wills."
>Early in the day i decided to try it and it was very nice and afterwords
>the K was really pumping hard and my head felt like it was about to pop ,
>i kept getting heart palpitations but they would come from the center of
>my chest and go all throughout me.
Heart chakra, not physical heart. Sounds like Grail energy. Powerful,
cleansing, healing.
>i felt a very weird deja vu, kind of uncomfortable and i felt the need to
>change my clothes (made sense at the time).
Yeah, kind of does. Clothes=identity=ego.
>afterwords i felt like i had a fever and just could not leave the couch ,
>all the energy was just too much i was begging for the universe to take
>some of it which it did not. it was just too bad i could not sleep or do
>anything
Sometimes, Goddess knows you can handle more than you think... :) You
could handle it, because you did handle it.
>i finally took a cold shower got a sandwich and chain smoked for a bit. i
>felt better after awhile and just went to sleep and slept for 12 (almost
>13) hours.
The intensity may have been uncomfortable, but it sounds like you got
a very good cleansing of some chakras. The energy can sometimes work on you
easier, if your ego is out of the way, in sleep. Your path will probably be
smoother, now.
>It was like energy was building up at the heart chakra and then exploding
>all throughout my body but when it got to the head to just stayed there. i
>kept trying to open the crown chakra to try and let it out but i was just
>too tried to focus.
Your crown was open. The energy stayed there because it had some work
to do.
>http://www.erowid.org/plants/cannabis/cannabis_spirit6.shtml
>
>Marijuana really is not what it's reputation is.
Well, the article suggests you treat it with respect, and have a clear
intention going in. Sounds like you decided to smoke because you wanted to
party...
>Anyway , this whole story is basically what happens when you don't use
>common sense with K. What a painful humilation lesson.
:) ;) Humility is an aspect of surrender...
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