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Recieved: 2004/02/24 13:24
Subject: [K-list] Mystress's meditation , head almost exploded
From: baf sffaw
On 2004/02/24 13:24, baf sffaw posted thus to the K-list:
Hi. thanks for the replies on my last post.
http://www.kundalini-teacher.com/meditations/grounding.html
This meditation is really powerful!
Early in the day i decided to try it and it was very nice and afterwords the K was really pumping hard and my head felt like it was about to pop , i kept getting heart palpitations but they would come from the center of my chest and go all throughout me. i felt a very weird deja vu, kind of uncomfortable and i felt the need to change my clothes (made sense at the time).
If that was not enough i decided to smoke a small amount of marijuana after the meditation , (marijuana is a mild psychedelic if its good quality). big mistake.
afterwords i felt like i had a fever and just could not leave the couch , all the energy was just too much i was begging for the universe to take some of it which it did not. it was just too bad i could not sleep or do anything i finally took a cold shower got a sandwich and chain smoked for a bit. i felt better after awhile and just went to sleep and slept for 12 (almost 13) hours. It was like energy was building up at the heart chakra and then exploding all throughout my body but when it got to the head to just stayed there. i kept trying to open the crown chakra to try and let it out but i was just too tried to focus.
http://www.erowid.org/plants/cannabis/cannabis_spirit6.shtml
Marijuana really is not what it's reputation is.
Anyway , this whole story is basically what happens when you don't use common sense with K. What a painful humilation lesson.
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