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Recieved: 2004/02/16 23:29
Subject: [K-list] Re: Power chakras unfolding. (Lori-ann)
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2004/02/16 23:29, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
I think, that untruths can hurt, if there is some part of you, inside
that believes there is some truth to them. If they resonate, somewhere...
even if logically they are not true.
If you are having a party to celebrate accomplishments, and someone
calls you lazy, it can hurt if somewhere along the line you internalized an
"I am lazy" message that gets triggered, even though the party is evidence
that it is not true.
... or if your self esteem depends on getting external approval.
It is an issue of boundaries, healthy -or- damaged and weak. If your
self esteem is externally fed, if it depends on what others think of you,
then you are in a very vulnerable place... but it still comes down to the
same thing. The negative external opinions resonate with the negative
internal opinion, even if the specific details are different.
Whereas, if you are well fed from source, internally, then external
opinions have less effect, whether they are true or not. Like
"Yes, you are right I am a sadistic bitch, but Goddess loves me
unconditionally."
Comes back to the topic of control dramas. Being well fed from source
provides immunity.
I think, that gibberish can hurt if the energy accompanying it is
barbed, aggressive... If someone is screaming at you in a language you
cannot understand, it will probably be disconcerting, if not painful...
invasive... You may not understand the words to know if there is truth or
not, but the intent remains clear... the body responds to the threat with
fear, fight or flight reactions.
Even so, you still have a choice in how you respond. In that
circumstance, I would probably feel the aggressive energy impacting on the
outer layers of my aura, like someone pounding on the door making the house
shake... feel my power chakra signaling invasion, and the body responding
in fear... but I probably would not let them in, the stuff would not
stick... unless I got an internal, intuitive signal that the content is
important to me, my path, and worthy of closer examination.
I am free to choose peace.
An aspect of the heart chakra unfolding, is the wings of the caduceus.
Angels don't have wings, but people do... fountains of energy coming from
the secondary heart chakras, at the shoulderblades. If you want to see
them, take a look at my energy body. Angelique has wings and a halo... heh,
but I still don't like it when people call me "Angel."
The wings are the key to freedom. The essence is, "live and let
live." The foreigner is free to indulge in a screaming tantrum, and I am
free to choose to remain at peace and do nothing. Free Will is Goddess Law,
Namaste. If Goddess in them wants to have the experience of being a
frothing screamer, who am I to judge that?
There is another perspective, where everything is true...and it does
not matter. I am All that Is, I am Jesus and Hitler and sinner and saint,
rock and tree and cow patties and toxic waste. Being everything, is being
nothing, transparent, and so the slings and arrows of life pass right
through. If you are something, then there is something to be hurt.
Something to defend and protect.
I know you have been discussing issues of abuse elsewhere... we can
discuss them here, if you like.
Will you be hurt if I thank you for your response, and also gently
remind you to please snip your posts?
At 01:54 PM 16/02/2004, l p wrote:
>MAS said "Truth hurts, no matter how gently it is expressed. If something
>is not true, it cannot hurt. It is simply nonsensical, gets no reaction."
>
>I don't believe that is true for everybody. For me (unless you say my
>blue chinese hair is ugly. lol) an insult can hurt even if it's not
>true. I know this is somethign I have to do some work on, BUT maybe there
>are others out there who feel the same as me on this issue????
>namaste
>lori-ann
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