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Recieved: 2004/02/16 20:07
Subject: [K-list] Vision of the Grids
From: ccadden
On 2004/02/16 20:07, ccadden posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 2/9/04 12:52:04 PM, christopher cadden, elgrekkkoATcarolina.rr.com ,
writes:
Vision of the Grids
I've heard many people describe the Godhead, or our realities, in terms of
being holographic or matrix-like. I saw these grids last night, in a little
soul flying I did into those places. There's thousands of entities 'up
there.' Someone was telling me yesterday about how people who are evolved
and don't want to really live among mortals anymore live 'above the earth.'
This realm could of also been where I was. First of all, there's nothing to
fear here and fear really doesn't belong there either. Fear is what can stop
you, and stop you is all it can accomplish. There's all sorts of guardian
beings guarding this thing I've heard called 'the matrix,' and 'the grid.'
My advice is to plow right through them. Little guardian entities that
looked like goblins seemed to float back and forth guardian the entrances
into these little cubicle things that were part of this vast grid, glowing
electric purple and blue at times, that was kind of like a big heavenly
office building, but one couldn't be exactly free there, and you could see
all the way to the top and bottom no matter what floor you were on. I was
watching this TV Preacher called Robert Tilden, I think, and he had plenty
of spirit in him, a real authenticity, no matter what else negative people
had said about him. His was message was synchronizing perfecty with what I
was learning. A god can blink at you and try to make you die, but it really
can't kill you, and defying them outright can also make them like you better
or make you more immune to their so-called punishments. The raw,
unadulterated spirit is divine in itself, and Robert Tilden was talking
about 'violent faith,' faith that conquers all of evil's poisons and takes
what it wants, and gets money when it needs it, and storms past all mortal
and spiritual barriers, like those goblin guardians in that matrix I was in.
"Faith that takes by force." "Faith that gets what it wants." If Robert
Tilden continues synchronizing with me like this, I'll definitely feel he
should receive $1000.00 dollars from me. He read a passage from the Bible
about how 'synchronicities' will find you if you believe and are
spiritualized. He mocked those who sit around lazily 'waiting for signs.' He
said the same thing I'd discovered, reading about how God's signs and
synchronicities will find you and come to you by being an ionized believer
whose faith is active and moving forth.
***********
Read some words from another source which synchronized with the gifts of
insight I found last night by going forwards and up:
"It is true we love life; not because we are wont to live, but because we
are wont to love. There is always some madness in love. But there is always,
also, some method in madness.
And to me also, who appreciate life, the butterflies, and soap-bubbles, and
whatever is like them amongst us, seem most to enjoy happiness.
To see these light, foolish, pretty, lively little sprites flit about-that
moveth me to tears and songs.
I should only believe in a God that would know how to dance.
And when I saw my devil, I found him serious, thorough, profound, solemn: he
was the spirit of gravity-through him all things fall.
Not by wrath, but by laughter, do we slay. Come, let us slay the spirit of
gravity!
I learned to walk; since then have I let myself run. I learned to fly; since
then I do not need pushing in order to move from a spot.
Now am I light, now do I fly; now do I see myself under myself. Now there
dances a God in me.-
Thus spoke zarathustra."
***********
"The worlds come together," That's what happens when a synchronicty in your
life is uncovered by you. I've had gigantic powerful worlds, many at a
time, colliding for me these past few months. This is what the seeker should
seek when he or she seeks, I believe. The cataclysms and the miracles. The
mortal realm is imperfect and ugly, and if you're mortal, my strongest
advice from my experience of life so far tells me to urge people to work on
evolving out of it. The superhuman state is electrified, the insides glow
and make the outside, physical bonds of mortality fall. Let me send this email out
now, as imperfect as it is. I have no time to revise anymore, and the purest flow comes
from the first draft of things---mistakes being sources of great purity themselves.
I need to work on my own discoveries with the
experiences now, instead of crediting others with telling me. It seems that
whenever I share them with others, I too often show them how they've influenced
me; time for the other way around. It's just profound to me that I've seen
such worlds come together as Hinduism, New Age Thought, Astronomy, American
TV Televangelism, My own path through life into this constant state of
Eternal Now which I've popped into, Toltec Mysticism, Kundalini Awakening,
Traditional Medicine, Bhuddhist thought, Egyptian Mysticism, Scalar/Tachyon
energies, Rare Planetary Formations, My One my All My One I Love, Crystal
Powers, Christianity big time---much more than those of Eastern Thought
Practices will give it credit for, Wicca, Ancient Celtic Lore---I've seen
plenty of fairies and gnomes and whoever hasn't enchantment by me, Judaism,
Aesthetics and Ethical Thought. And I've heard what was called The Hymns of St. Michael.
I've begun to force my own view and create
my own world, so to speak now, which will involved a single force that
powers all others. When my pride and my ego are godlike them I am smiled
upon by that single force, and blessed. The suns of the universe are small
things compared to some of the gods. I thank them all for how they've helped
me.
>From my own writing, God speaking:
"There is a part of you that is all of Me
May you find that part and come to Me."
christopher
cadden
christopher
cadden
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