To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/02/16 19:46
Subject: Re: [K-list] journey
From: Mark Hammond
On 2004/02/16 19:46, Mark Hammond posted thus to the K-list:
"Now this is unreal. I am connected to four people with my mind since my last psychosis two years ago. They are connected to my senses. They see what I see, whatever I hear they hear and they can hear my thoughts as loudly as I think them. It used to be a love relationship initially (they all went and bought Bjork tapes when I used to play my own) I talk about life, love, philosophy, keep them amused, laugh with them. Talk to them about my life, show them sensual movies (they´re all girls, all four of them). But it has been two years like this now, every moment of my life I have to be with them. I have run out of ideas and right now they know I´m writing this letter, let´s see what happens. None of us like this anymore forced to share my life and they can´t even shut it off, they kind of see whatever I see in their minds as clearly as I see. Two of them are from the university from batches junior to mine and though we had not spoken but we have interacted in strange subtle ways,
One is a newsreader on TV and though I thought she was special, my interest was perfunctory. "
Your first sentence is the only true thing you wrote. "Now this is unreal." By writing that line, you are sending yourself a message.
Talk to your family about this.
Talk to a professional.
They can help.
Take the necessary steps.
Do it now.
You'll be happier in the long run.
Good luck to you.
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