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Recieved: 2004/02/15 17:47
Subject: [K-list] Synchronicity at Work
From: sunny wallace
On 2004/02/15 17:47, sunny wallace posted thus to the K-list:
If any of you read my original posts, I am a novice, a newbie, a nonsensical one who awakened spontaneously and rapidly - rhapsody and in rapture - though I am now so aware of my written and stated request (...didn't quite know what I was asking for...).
Then it dwindled away or so it seemed and I now see and feel and intuit this a time for discovering balance and integration. Not a time for mourning what was the blissful state, so filled with synchonicity in nearly ever moment. Then poof, it was gone and now so mundane, but i am looking at the condition of my condition now as a gift, a time to embrace the integretation of who I BEcome. I am not abandoned, it is ego and fear that must be purged and then surely the connection will be clear.
Taking a different perspective of the waiting game - gee, I'm impatient, I again experienced brief moments of synchronicity relating to the drudgeries of life. One, I promised for several days to collect a friend's mail and mail and I are often at odds. I really menat to do this but each day I failed. So last week, I am driving by the friend's former apartment and for some reason this very quiet intersection had become a very busy one, with cars spread so there was no way to leave. Finally, a break in this unusal traffic pattern and I accelerate but the car stalls, dies. Hmmmf! I start it, clear the intersection again visually and to the left is a mail truck in front of my friend's apartment. The Source was declaring my commitment quite loudly so at last I followed through...
Then, I had a remote reading and it was my first. Much of it concerned my mate as we are very different and I wonder. The reader had Tibetan singing bowls and I could barely discern the sound. I had never heard them and there was distance there. Once over, I go to work, helping my mate in his antique lighting restoration business. His heat pump had failed and he was heating the working space for me with a small dryer from the drying room. It was emitting a sound the same as those singing bowls. Perhaps the motor's vibration was ringing in the brass and copper fixtures, whatever, it was very cool.
I offer this for my declaration of gratitude in feeling Souce in very mundane places. All of life is divine, now if I could just seat this in my stubborn little bonehad.
Sunny, in the moment, grateful
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