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Recieved: 2004/01/25 20:08
Subject: [K-list] Barfing Kriyas!
From: Dormouse
On 2004/01/25 20:08, Dormouse posted thus to the K-list:
I felt really encouraged to read Mystress Angelique Serpent talking about
barfing chakras, I had been feeling a bit of a freak not having heard of
such a thing happening to anyone else.
Last summer I started working on the chacras in monthly meditations with 14
others. The first day we worked on the base chacra and I felt delicious
orgasmic type energy that went up my spine a little way.
Very nice.
On the day when we would move up to the second chacra, I awoke with a mild
headache, stood up and it instantly became very bad. (Not migraine)
Nevertheless though I could now
barely drive with the pain, I had to go to the meditation day as I was
giving someone a lift.
During the first meditation and still with the headache, I visualised light
in the base chacra. Next I took my awareness up to the sacral chacra,
noticing how intense the energy was getting, and as I touched that chacra,
with little warning I threw up.
I assumed the energy was too high to take with such a headache.
A few hours later and with less headache, we started meditating again and at
the exact same point of approaching the second chacra, I threw up again and
really had to run I had so little warning.
A week later, having not dared meditate again, I got an instant streaming
cold and though I felt cold, I had a high temperature, so I assumed it was
flu. The following day, still feeling cold and still with a high temperature
I suddenly had a perfect circle full of heat settle precisely on my spine
over my lowest two chacra's for around an hour. I then stopped feeling cold.
Soon after, the worst headache of my life hit for the entire evening. Next
day I felt better.
I felt pretty nervous at my next meditation meeting, but all was fine.
I had a hysterectomy some years earlier and wonder if that upset the chakra,
or maybe it was emotional stuff; my Dad was a great father.until his
daughters hit puberty, when he became distant and withdrawn. He was fine
with his sons all through. My younger sister felt fury over this, but I
took it on board, and felt as if puberty was a bad thing happening to me and
I wished I could stay a kid. It took me some time and the birth of my first
child to be really glad to have grown up!
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