To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/01/25 12:12
Subject: Re: [K-list] I figured it out!
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2004/01/25 12:12, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
OH, barfing Kriyas! Sorry, I had not considered that possibility...
Makes perfect sense.
I've had barfing kriyas from taking on stuff from people empathically,
and triggered them in others. They are not very common, but very
effective... and it is actually good to head for the bathroom, bend over
the bowl and surrender to them.
You will rarely, actually vomit, but you will get massive rrrraaalphing
dry heaves that shake your whole body, barfing up *energy*... basically,
barfing up the crap you swallowed from your parents.
Staying in the Now is always a good discipline... but K is trying to
release the underlying programming, the root of the compulsive behavior
itself. Puke it up and be done with it.
Funny, ya know... it is only humans, who have a conditioned emotional
resistance to vomiting. A dog or cat that eats something bad, will readily
barf it up, give it a sniff and go on their merry way, no trauma or drama.
Babies, too... they puke readily and are laughing a moment later.
With some animals, like seagulls and foxes, it is completely natural for
them to vomit to feed their young. Herring gulls have a red spot on the
beak that the chick instinctively pecks to get mom to barf up lunch for
them. If presented with a cardboard cutout of a gull head with a red spot,
they will peck it. If presented with a cardboard cutout not really shaped
like a gull head but with a red spot, they will peck that too.
I trust my body. If it wants me to barf, then I head for the bathroom.
I used to go to a Labour day weekend pagan event, three days in
circle, sacred space with 120 people of widely varying spiritual beliefs
and evolution. In such a circle, there is a leveling effect of unity.
Several years in a row, I was sick for weeks afterward, until I realized it
was because of all the stuff I'd taken on from the other pagans, and
cleared it consciously.
Last time I went, I spontaneously, explosively vomited in the car, 10
minutes after leaving the event... fortunately I had a container handy...
and although projectile puking is kind of traumatic, it was much better
than being sick for weeks!
At 05:18 PM 24/01/2004, Morgan Kochel wrote:
>Problem solved! :o) [insert happy, dancing Morgan]
>For those who lack unconscious compulsive parental pleasing behaviors,
>this may sound a little odd. But to me, I felt like a Karmic Plumber had
>just psychically reamed me out. (Sorry for the crude imagery, but it's
>really the only way to describe this event.) Better yet, the constant
>nausea I've been experiencing for the last week was GONE!
>
>All day I've been playing with this a bit -- whenever I start doing or
>thinking things that some conditioning tells me that I "should" do or
>think, I start feeling sick again. But if I shift my focus to doing
>something that the *moment* calls for, I feel fine!
>
>Has anyone out there ever experienced this? This is completely weird!
Feel free to submit any questions you might have about what you read here to the Kundalini
mailing list moderators, and/or the author (if given). Specify if you would like your message forwarded to the list. Please subscribe to the K-list so you can read the responses.
All email addresses on this site have been spam proofed by the addition of ATnospam in place of the symbol.
All posts publicly archived with the permission of the people involved. Reproduction for anything other than personal use is prohibited by international copyright law. ©
This precious archive of experiential wisdom is made available thanks to sponsorship from Fire-Serpent.org.
URL: http://www.kundalini-gateway.org/klist/k2004/k20040227.html
|