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Recieved: 2004/01/22 18:23
Subject: Re: [K-list] Safe to die.
From: Deepak Srinivasan
On 2004/01/22 18:23, Deepak Srinivasan posted thus to the K-list:
I had posted a few days ago, my woes so to speak and
how a present love experience in my life had
completely shattered me....and had left me completely
desolate.
the scariest part was the fact that i sensed a pattern
with my relationships and how they were all similar.
Initial euphoria at discovering someone new and
feeling the pulse and then, a struggle to survive...
It was something i had read a long time aGO, iN James
Redfield's Celestine Prophecy and it was purely
intellectual. I now have sensed it and how energy
dynamics works amongst people.
Yeah Kundalini resides and flows up the
spine...without it one is pronounced dead....but it is
blocked...at different chakras...and hence percieving
life's "truths" becomes shaded by ones colored world
view. ALl this is due to the fact that one has been
traumatised even before being born...and it has a
strong connection to maternal nurturing or rejection..
Barbara Ann Brennen's book, Hands of light has a lot
more information on this...its a wonderful manuscript.
The biggest insurmountable task is to set the Ego
voice aside...i never really understood what this
meant, but I discovered that asking myself this
question helped.
In every given situation, What do i really want to do,
in the most altruistic way, and yet, with respect for
ME AND WHAT I WANT.
altruism has been percieved in a very wrong way i
think. the biggest thing one can do is to be loving to
the spirit within and not to the fear voice that
cautions aand warns and DRAINS one after the action
has beeen performed...drained of energy thru feelings
of shame, guilt, jealousy and a lack of preservation
of self integrity and respect for one and the
others....
Yet, My ego voice will predominate....the trick is to
be hhonest ansd truthful in every moment...and give
oneself the carwe and attention that does not step on
anyones' toes...even pampering oneself once in a
way...
and the ultimate challenge is to find the developed
energy within and the suffocating one....be it male or
female...everyone does this to a larger extent....an
imbalance in the masculinity and feminine energiues...
and to get them to make love to each other....that is
the orgasm reported thru the un'blocked flow of
Kundalini. the sexual union of Shiva and Shakti/.
Thanks one and all...thank you my higher self. In you
aND ME i see the holy presence...which is why we say
in India...Namaste
LOVE AND LIGHT,
Deepak
--- Rita Metermaid <r1ta_metermaidATyahoo.com> wrote:
> **please remember to delete most of email you are
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>
> Hi Rich -
>
> --- "Rich"
> < richATulterium; wrote:
> >
> > Dieing gets easy
> > After a while
> >
> > First time is like jumping from a cliff
> > Knowing the end is nigh and no way back.
> >
> > Falling faster and faster until the point of gone
> -
> > ness.
> > To {wear} everything and nothing.
> >
> > Create another dream.
> > It's so easy.
> >
> > But perpetually waking up
> > Dreaming without mirrors.
> >
> > Leave that to the serpent.
> > Of non-illusion.
> >
>
> Strong poem...
>
> I like these lines
>
> { To {wear} everything and nothing.
>
> Create another dream.
> It's so easy. }
>
> and of course the ending, too.
>
> the serpent of non-illusion - perfect imagery.
>
> Glad you posted it.
>
> love and light,
> rita
>
>
> __________________________________
>
>
> Try it!
>
>
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