To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/01/20 02:46
Subject: Re: [K-list] Deserted by God
From: Mark Hammond
On 2004/01/20 02:46, Mark Hammond posted thus to the K-list:
Sounds like a serious attack of the ego.
Personally, I'd recommend volunteering at a soup kitchen, this will
transform poverty consciousness into abundance consciousness.
Or go out on a picnic with your children (if you don't have any, adopt a
family).
how about a camping trip? There's nothing like the beauty of nature to
restore your soul and health.
Do you see where this is going?
Remember, the kundalini is going to give you whatever you ask for. Do
you choose to ask it for misery?
A good strong belly laugh, what I call the authentic laugh, the laugh
you laugh when no one else is around, can help immensely.
Finally, take nothing seriously,
after all, many want something for nothing, it's a rare person who
realizes the value in wanting nothing for something.
If all else fails.....
stand in front of a mirror....
believe that that face is not you.
project all you want onto that face in the mirror.
One moment pretend that the face is not you...never was...never will be....
In the next moment acknowledge that the face is you...but that it's only
you because of your great effort to realize your oneness with the face.
You can even tell yourself that you are one with the face, because your
kundalini is awake.
Next feel superior to the face....experiment with that...how does it
feel...Does it feel good?
Next feel inferior to the face....how does that feel.....I bet it feels
real bad.
A little weird isn't it?
Who is the face in the mirror?
When the mirror goes, where does the face go?
I say you should dip into the cooking sherry of the soul as often as
possible.
Rick Mayweather wrote:
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>
>
> Hi, yes this exactly what I said to myself recently. I feel that God
> has left me alone on a desert island to fend against the weather,
> sharks and to basically provide entirely for myself with no help, with
> no guidance, with no love. But i'm still standing, I can feel the
> wind beat against my chest and can stare the Sun in the face on my own
> 2 feet and car roar back "i'm alive you bastard" even after all this
> time.
>
> So far Kundalini has disappointed me. It feels great when I meditate,
> even cures aching head and back. When K is released but even without
> expectations it's not enough in the sense the work is much like that
> of the philosophers stone, much ado about nothing. Years of seeking
> and searching and it feels like a complete waste of time. I've seeked
> and found and for what, nothing, what have I found, nothing, what is
> the goal, nothing.
>
> Some would now this wealth.
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