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Recieved: 2004/01/19 19:13
Subject: [K-list] Deserted by God
From: Rick Mayweather

On 2004/01/19 19:13, Rick Mayweather posted thus to the K-list:




Hi, yes this exactly what I said to myself recently. I feel that God has
left me alone on a desert island to fend against the weather, sharks and to
basically provide entirely for myself with no help, with no guidance, with
no love. But i'm still standing, I can feel the wind beat against my chest
and can stare the Sun in the face on my own 2 feet and car roar back "i'm
alive you bastard" even after all this time.

So far Kundalini has disappointed me. It feels great when I meditate, even
cures aching head and back. When K is released but even without
expectations it's not enough in the sense the work is much like that of the
philosophers stone, much ado about nothing. Years of seeking and searching
and it feels like a complete waste of time. I've seeked and found and for
what, nothing, what have I found, nothing, what is the goal, nothing.

Some would now this wealth.

>Yes, this happens frequently. It can be an extremely painful period --a
>feeling of being deserted by "God." But Kundalini is often cyclical and
>intermittent. Gopi Krishna, for instance had an initial awakening and then
>after several years had a reawakening. [Living with Kundalini by Gopi
>Kirshna, Chapter 15.] Others have had a similar hiatus and then
>reemergence. See progression of K energy poll:
>
>http://kundalini-gateway.org/polls/po_progr.html
>
>The energy is always with us, though, but it is not always overtly
>apparent.



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