To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/01/03 03:07
Subject: RE: [K-list] Juliette's Vampirism
From: Rich
On 2004/01/03 03:07, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Hillary + Juliette,
> In my experience when one feels entities working to break down ones
> protection, they are our guides--aspects of self wanting to cut through
> the ego.
Okay, I'm not too convinced that entities and person-to-person interchanges
are quite the same. Entities in my experience are easier to zap off, where
the person-to-person can tend to persist.
> If
> you fight the energy you are preventing yourself from experiencing the
> wonders
> of letting go and the blissful, positive aspects of the energy. You are
> fighting your internal guidance which is trying to break down your
> perceived need
> for protection.
Here I see the similarity. In that in letting down the resistance in either
case, there is bliss of being a naked vessel to be felt.
>
> Perhaps the sense that you must "atone" for past lives is simply a way for
> the ego to hang in there! Guilt is really a strong holder-together of the
> ego.
> To feel guilt means we feel we have always been in control of our actions.
> It has a way of keeping us from surrendering the concept of self-dom to
> the
> energy. Let go of the guilt (which is no longer something you need) , and
> the
> protection is no longer necessary. There is no one to punish you! You no
> longer have to feel you don't deserve bliss! Simply let go! I feel
> darkness and
> light as one.
>
I agree. Sometimes forgiving one self superficially is not enough to release
guilt. I've found asking my heart on how to let go is a way through some of
the sticky bits.
Sometimes saying 'I let go of this' or 'I surrender this' just brings up
ideas like 'I can't let it go'. I try to reverse it and say 'I can let it
go' and then some other idea may come up 'I need this' and then I say 'I
don't need this' etc... Eventually with a little work it goes.
> I always found this quote helpful:
>
> "Compassion automatically invites you to relate with people, because you
> no
> longer regard people as a drain on your energy. They recharge your
> energy,
> because in the process of relating with them you acknowledge your wealth,
> your
> richness."
In observation, by being absent, it is easy for shakti to be substituted so
the bodies energies are not being drawn. Shakti appears limitless but only
seems to arise when we give up control. I think there is times to push
vampires away when feeling weak, worn or used that there is not enough
opportunity to surrender. Otherwise let them suck and enjoy being a conduit.
They get what they need and I'm convinced eventually they will heal by their
own magic.
Rich
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