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Recieved: 2004/01/03 02:12
Subject: RE: [K-list] Power
From: Rich
On 2004/01/03 02:12, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our greatest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, talented, fabulous?"
Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel
insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us, it's in ALL of us.
As we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission
to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates
others.
-- Marianne Williamson from A Return to Love (made famous by Nelson Mandela
in his 1994 Inaugural Address)
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> Power is something that i have been stuggling with. The Goddess has taken
> this oppurtinity to point this out to me. SO many of us fear our true
> power. Well
> maybe power is the wrong word, i think what we truely fear is the
> connection
> to ourselves. I know for me i have always done thing, whether
> subconcsiously
> or not, to lessen my power. I have feared truely sitting in my power.
> recently
> that power has been coming out in many different ways.
> I have been privledged enough to experience many past lives in which i
> misused my power, however i still am struggling to release the fear of
> misuse. I
> know i only have good in my heart this time round and that those past
> experiences were to ultimately teach me humility to the Goddesses will but
> i still have
> the fear. The more i sit in it the more i fear what i could do with it. I
> am
> practising healing which i always do for the highest good of all and i am
> beginning to realize my divine potential, the same potential we all have.
> I have
> seen what i am meant to be doing with my life and everytime i get a step
> closer
> to it i seem to recoil back again.
> I know this is all about the ability to surrender and trust but when you
> know
> you've done wrong in the past surrender is the hardest thing. the more i
> surrender the more vulnerable i become. I know ultimately vulnerablity is
> the goal
> cause by being truely vulnerable we have strength to deal with anything.
> But
> in this process i find that i am sharing too much with everyone
> WHen that internal strength grows and flows it feels intoxicating and
> bliss
> like. However i'm scared of it. I see who am truely and and who i was and
> that
> knowledge has been making me appear slightly hard hearted. The other night
> when out i felt this strength grow and ended up s]pushing away people who
> i
> thought were close to me in a very cold manner. I cant tell if this was a
> good
> thing or not. However the strength now shoots thru me the same way that K
> does. Is
> this another form of it or not. This strength feels like i have gathered
> thre
> whole of the earth and it raises up through me filling me with the essense
> of
> the earth, the deep, dark, core energy. I think that might be part of the
> reason i fear it. I have always tried to live in the clouds, scared of the
> darkness of the earth. It wasnt until in started to ground myself that i
> had my
> first K experience.
> Sorry if this email is a bit jumbled not too sure what i'm trying to say
> but
> i hope someone understands.
> With light
> Jules
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