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Recieved: 2004/01/02 19:42
Subject: Re: [K-list] Juliette's Vampirism
From: Druout
On 2004/01/02 19:42, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 1/2/2004 8:57:47 AM Pacific Standard Time,
ulteriumATbarrysworld.com writes:
>I discussed this with a Lama not so long ago about how much one should give
>of themselves without wearing themselves out. <snip>. He suggested there was
>work to be done in me if I still had problems with things externally.
Dear Rich, Juliette,
I agree that trying to protect yourself from energy is counter productive.
It is simply protecting yourself from your "higher" self. IMO
In my experience when one feels entities working to break down ones
protection, they are our guides--aspects of self wanting to cut through the ego. If
you fight the energy you are preventing yourself from experiencing the wonders
of letting go and the blissful, positive aspects of the energy. You are
fighting your internal guidance which is trying to break down your perceived need
for protection.
Perhaps the sense that you must "atone" for past lives is simply a way for
the ego to hang in there! Guilt is really a strong holder-together of the ego.
To feel guilt means we feel we have always been in control of our actions.
It has a way of keeping us from surrendering the concept of self-dom to the
energy. Let go of the guilt (which is no longer something you need) , and the
protection is no longer necessary. There is no one to punish you! You no
longer have to feel you don't deserve bliss! Simply let go! I feel darkness and
light as one.
I always found this quote helpful:
"Compassion automatically invites you to relate with people, because you no
longer regard people as a drain on your energy. They recharge your energy,
because in the process of relating with them you acknowledge your wealth, your
richness."
>From Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism by Chogyam Trungpa
Love, Hillary
In a message dated 1/2/2004 7:25:47 AM Pacific Standard Time,
JulietteCrouchATaol.com writes:
>every night now when i go to sleep i get a spinning sensation. like i've
been
>drinking but i havent. it's almost like someone is playing ball with my
>bubble that i have put myself into for protection and just cause they cant
get into
>it they throw it around till i get disorientated enought that i have to
break
>out of it.
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