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Recieved: 2003/12/22 20:06
Subject: Re: [K-list] woe
From: Druout

On 2003/12/22 20:06, Druout posted thus to the K-list:



In a message dated 12/21/2003 4:49:39 PM Pacific Standard Time,
deepsrin AT_NOSPAM yahoo.com writes:

>i AM NOw at a point, where i let myself go, fell in
>love and let all my defences fall

Dear Deepak,

Ah the pain unrequited love! I know it may not seem like it to you right
now, but you are the lucky one. Love is the energy of the universe and the
ability to be vulnerable enough to fall in love is a rare gift. Love does not
have to be reciprocated for it to be meaningful. The pain and pleasure of love
are both exquisite. I also second all that Hety wrote.

While celibacy is thought to be spiritual by some, others don't hold it to be
necessary for spiritual fulfillment.

>I realise i am sort of addicted to pain, and
>rejection...dont know how to acheive
>fulfillment.moderation means nothing to me...im always
>an extremist....i either fully indulge in life or stay
>aloof and pursue other mental activities usually done
>this all my life, experiencing pleasure brings fear to
>me, as im so scared its going to go away)...

Don't be quite so hard on yourself! Just do the best you can and try not to
be attached to the outcome. It's quite natural to fall back before going
forward. Relax and let things flow naturally, even if you don't think you always
measure up to your own expectations.

Love, Hillary

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>i try self- inquiry, try to maintain my sense of self
>and always try to see how i could be responsible for
>creating the situation. I feels empowering, but i cant
>seem to change the patterns i seem to have set....
>I dont know why i go thru these periods of self hate
and loathing....if only i could clear that....
im totally disillusioned...i have written a lot of
times before too...always with similar queries, got
answers at times but mostly didnt.
Please someone guide me...i wait with an open mind.
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