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Recieved: 2003/12/16 19:03
Subject: RE: [K-list] Money
From: Rich
On 2003/12/16 19:03, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
> Hi Rich -
Rita... It's been sometime! How are you doing?
> > I'm not afraid to spend when it feels right but
> sometimes I worry I might not succeed in my goals so
> it quite a uphill fight against my emotions.
>
> You intuitively know when it's OK to spend and when
> it's not... trusting your intuition, your gut. Keep
> paying attention to that, listen to your gut or your
> heart for guidance.
Yep.
> Is the concern about not attaining your goals a
> separate thing from a concern about not enough money?
> I mean, a person could be a multimillionaire and still
> not reach their goals for their new business. Or are
> they the same worry?
My goals relate to money in some extent. So they are wound together. My
wider goals are more spiritually geared (at least to generate growth) but I
need a base to start from.
As I renounce to the universe there is little point in pursuing money but I
attach to the fact I like food and drink and a home to stay in. I'm not
willing to relinquish these things just yet.
> > Money can be scary. Can be unsettling as it is a
> > sense of security in ways.
> > I'm attached to it as much as the security it brings
> > me.
>
> Yeah, money can be scary, or the fear of losing it or
> not having any... How is it tied in to security for
> you? Is it about knowing you have x in the bank and
> that lets you not worry about other things?
Yes! When I see more going out than going in I feel less willing to spend
more. But actually it's what I need to do to achieve my current goal. I'm
not used to taking financial risks. At base its fear of loosing and fear of
not having money. There is attachment to control money.
As a child I tended to save any money I received and thought it would be
good to have in the bank. I don't know where the idea came from. Just felt
comfortable about things when there was money in the bank. Didn't have to
worry.
As I got older I realised what I received as a child was quite small but it
set a good principal in a way to handle money. Now I don't like to see it
only going down!
Sorry for the sob story... It's not as concerning as it was two days ago
when it seemed by fears were reflecting back at me. Having clear goals and
priorities seems acceptable right now.
> For me, i have always supported myself and i need to
> know that i can do that at any time, in almost any
> place and so i organized my choice of work around
> something that could be done anywhere. Knowing that i
> can land on my feet if anything happens is something
> that gives me security. To me, that is even more
> important than how much i have in the bank.
Yes, this is true. But when that work doesn't enrich you anymore, then green
pastures are sought. Sometimes a leap of faith is necessary. Break the mold.
As Mr. Bozzi our resident philanthropist? exasperated 'inner work is
difficult.'
> >
> > I could pick apples but then I'd have to eat them
> > too for what I'd earn.
> >
> > So hard sometimes... I guess it will unravel.
>
> It's really hard this time of year, the holidays, to
> be worried about money and security. I hope things
> become less worrisome for you soon.
Cheers. Feel better already. Had a strange insightful dream that was about
someone who bought some land and had some houses built. They then decorated
them and filled them with nice energy to entice people to look and buy. The
colour of the room was orange not blue (like everyone else has)... This was
a strange message in the dream. I have no idea what it means?
>
> Aren't there ways of attracting *abundance* into our
> lives? Things that really seem to work. I'm sure
> people here can explain how to do that better than i
> can.
Yes. Trying to find some new sayings, like 'I am always successful', 'I
attract good fortune' etc... Deleting the opposing thoughts that come into
mind.
>
> love and light,
Hope you are doing well. Any new photos? The eclipse one was superb.
Wondering how your situation faired out? I know you were not really keen to
move before.
With love,
Rich
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