To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/12/16 04:08
Subject: Re: [K-list] Money
From: Rita Metermaid
On 2003/12/16 04:08, Rita Metermaid posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Rich -
--- Rich <ulterium AT_NOSPAM barrysworld.com> wrote:
> Recently, I've come to feel quite worrisome about
> money. I've not really had
> this worry before but since deciding to be
> self-employed it's now become a graving issue.
>
> So much so that I don't feel I want to go out much
> or do much that costs anything.
<snip>
> So I tried to reflect on this and get clear on my
> goals again.
That's a good thing to do - look at what's important
again. I can relate to having felt concerned about
money at times (have been self-employed and unemployed
at times). There were times when i couldn't afford to
do things or to buy things i wanted. Those times made
me look very hard at what my real priorities were.
> I'm not afraid to spend when it feels right but
sometimes I worry I might not succeed in my goals so
it quite a uphill fight against my emotions.
You intuitively know when it's OK to spend and when
it's not... trusting your intuition, your gut. Keep
paying attention to that, listen to your gut or your
heart for guidance.
Is the concern about not attaining your goals a
separate thing from a concern about not enough money?
I mean, a person could be a multimillionaire and still
not reach their goals for their new business. Or are
they the same worry?
> Money can be scary. Can be unsettling as it is a
> sense of security in ways.
> I'm attached to it as much as the security it brings
> me.
Yeah, money can be scary, or the fear of losing it or
not having any... How is it tied in to security for
you? Is it about knowing you have x in the bank and
that lets you not worry about other things?
For me, i have always supported myself and i need to
know that i can do that at any time, in almost any
place and so i organized my choice of work around
something that could be done anywhere. Knowing that i
can land on my feet if anything happens is something
that gives me security. To me, that is even more
important than how much i have in the bank.
>
> I could pick apples but then I'd have to eat them
> too for what I'd earn.
>
> So hard sometimes... I guess it will unravel.
It's really hard this time of year, the holidays, to
be worried about money and security. I hope things
become less worrisome for you soon.
Aren't there ways of attracting *abundance* into our
lives? Things that really seem to work. I'm sure
people here can explain how to do that better than i
can.
love and light,
rita
>
>
> Rich
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