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Recieved: 2003/12/15 14:53
Subject: [K-list] Money
From: Rich

On 2003/12/15 14:53, Rich posted thus to the K-list:



Recently, I've come to feel quite worrisome about money. I've not really had
this worry before but since deciding to be self-employed it's now become a
graving issue.

So much so that I don't feel I want to go out much or do much that costs
anything.

I actually got annoyed yesterday about this so much so that found when I
came to pay for my shopping I didn't have enough cash and they wouldn't
accept my particular bank card. I went to hunt the ATM and after coming to
three machines in the shopping mall I was in found all of them to be broken.
The fourth machine was working fortunately.


So I tried to reflect on this and get clear on my goals again. I'm not
afraid to spend when it feels right but sometimes I worry I might not
succeed in my goals so it quite a uphill fight against my emotions.


Money can be scary. Can be unsettling as it is a sense of security in ways.
I'm attached to it as much as the security it brings me.


I could pick apples but then I'd have to eat them too for what I'd earn.

So hard sometimes... I guess it will unravel.


Rich
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