To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/11/22 19:31
Subject: Re: [K-list] am I experiencing Kundalini
From: Druout
On 2003/11/22 19:31, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
This is a forward from Thibaud. thib_15 AT_NOSPAM hotmail.com
The k-list has a multipart/mixed filter on to keep spam out. :)) This
filters out letters with multiple content types. I'm not sure if this is the
problem Thibaud has with posting or not. Is anyone else with a hotmail account
having difficulties?
Love, Hillary
Forward from Thibaud
>The experience of seeing the color blue as well as smelling nectar seem to
be
>fairly "advanced" experiences and therefore quite auspicious. Experiencing
>head energy is quite common. In my case the energy often explodes in the
>brain--causing colorful *fireworks.* These fireworks are not as frequent as
they
>once were, though. Gradually as you come accustomed to the "mind blowing"
>experiences, the symptoms seem to mellow out. :)
>
>I had never meditated before either. As you have found, the energy itself
>will direct you. Many have found difficulty in concentration as the energy
>seems to overwhelm the cognitive part of our brain. The main thing is to
relax
>and adjust your life a bit to allow for the changes which will likely be
>forthcoming.
>
>Love, Hillary
Dear Hillary,
I thank you for your valuable insight on my experiences. I agree, my
mystical experiences look very similar to kundalini symptoms. But having read
'Mystress' post's, she refers to it as a 'top down spiritual awakening', and it is
very fine with me. It is true that I have no spinal energy, although I have
experienced 'energy waves' rushing up my body (mostly my legs) as I woke up from
bed...an uplifting energy almost capable of getting me off the ground (but
again I asked it to 'stop' because it was too powerful). You write me that
'nectar smell and the vision of the colour blue' are pretty 'advanced' symptoms.
Actually, it was never blue that I saw, it was purple and pink magenta in 2
of my visions. Also, I see this colour purple flashing several times a day
when my eyes gaze freely around me. You didn't comment on my experience of
seeing the whole world spinning at sonic speed twice (i was standing in the street
fully aware and conscious, not dreaming). Is this 'fairly' advanced too, or
just some petty thing to overlook ? :)
I have long wondered at the meaning of my visions because they seemed very
esoteric to me, like some initiation. Maybe you can help me 'interpret' them or
anyone on the k-list good at this. I have a few experiences that leave me
clueless. The first one being when I was lying in bed fully awake and I 'saw'
on the top opposite corner of my room some Egyptian hieroglyphic vulture type
of bird appearing there...only to change itself into some symbolic figure
head floating in the air towards me...As I smiled at 'it', I heard an inner voice
telling me to 'shut my eyes' which I immediately obeyed. At the very instant
I shut my eyes, I 'saw' this wonderful pink magenta arrow being shot in front
of my eyes from the left top corner of my eye sight moving down at a 40
degree angle (more or less). Very soon afterwards, I got out of my appartment and
walked the streets...feeling 'invisible' (no one could see me) but it was NOT
an out of body experience because I had all my senses and walking just like
anybody else. Then I lost control of my feet as they started to dance slowly in
a circle...and wham ! I saw everything spinning madly, so fast I lost my
focus (the same way Superman would be seeing the world when he was pirouetting on
himself, if you can remember the movie :)
Are these sort of experiences 'familiar' to you and kundalini people too ?
Any meaning to it ?
You speak about to adjust to allow for the changes that will likely be
forthcoming in my life. What 'changes' are you thinking of , and what are the
things I should be trying to promote in my life and avoid doing in order to attain
'what' goal ? :)
Love, Thibaud.
Ps: I sent 2 copies, one to you and one to the list. If this doesnt go up
again on the list, please forward it for me. I have tried to write to the group
moderator to get help, but all I got was an automatic message.
To get a reminder of your password or adjust your subscription, visit:
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org/mailman/listinfo/k-list_kundalini-gateway.org
DISCLAIMER!
Home | Archive Index | Search the archives | Subscribe
K. List FAQ | Kundalini FAQs | Signs and Symptoms | Awakening Experiences | K. list Polls | Member Essays | Meditations | List Topics | Art Gallery | Cybrary | Sitemap | Email the moderators.
symbol.