To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/11/21 20:02
Subject: [K-list] Re: K-list Digest, Vol 5, Issue 21
From: j g
On 2003/11/21 20:02, j g posted thus to the K-list:
i find it amusing all these strange little books on
spirituality-they are so very creative and silly,
seems like most are either absolutly true-and i am
just somehow closed to what realities these paladians
and 'jesus recently seen' people all suggest, and then
although i may have had my own little jesus and mary
anne experiance, i can't find my way into anything
that would seem like truth,
life is changing, i fear things like opening up too
quickly, far too fast, but i love the intencity of it
all. orangeness is omitting from everything, creative
and sexual unerstanding! how beautiful! and then i
learn to use my third eye further and farther than i
could have consived myself? is life a dream? a work in
the mind of a creator who's own wisdom has recently
risen? i see these old mexican constructian workers
and i deeply wonder if you have-or anyone else. Who
are these people and do they live so beautifully in
their own dreams as well? Love can unravel and bloom
sometimes-you know how in the movies you hear music in
sympony, and the woman throws up her arms in embrace
of a man who has just had too much trobble-something
along those lines? I suppose that just being a witness
of two cats cleaning and licking their feets I have
been put very much in love this morning and I suggest
you all find a strange little egptian kitten who also
cleans and licks her feet so undenyably cutly.
I look at this "Self-Realization (Baptism/Sibghah Of
Spirit)" page and i have no understnading! They make
things so complicated. I remember a time when I was
very much like-lets seeeee..I'll give myself love..and
then a deeper form of love that feels very
intelligent-that'll wake me up!..and then..I'll give
myself ah! lets see what my own sexual energy is like
and then try to recreate the sexual energy of some
woman model i have always loved-I never felt more free
and open towards anal sex than I was on that day-how
strange..Then i can give myself love that will pick me
up out of this somewhat grounded state, and then love
that will show me more of my spiritual body, then the
love of this and love of that and love love love. It
was almost kind of sad I just wanted soo much for
myself that i actually thought iI had to try! After
letting that all go I realized I can just listen to a
bjork song and get soo much more :X Ah but I give too,
when I can :X Life is good. You just have to! You have
to set your self free, and open up! I think
enlightenment is like this-just open. Open to
understanding and balance, open to love and your
freedom from guilt and fears. Just being very very
spitually open to love and life seems to be the most
enlightening thing for myself. OH! And also realizing
things like yer neighbor might very well be and
experiance just as much love as you might weither they
are awake or simply waking up. But why am i here
telling you all of this? :[ LOFE!
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