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Recieved: 2003/11/16 17:50
Subject: [K-list] guys post
From: Guy Johnson
On 2003/11/16 17:50, Guy Johnson posted thus to the K-list:
Katrina helped me write this, my wife and partner,
Namaste
Guy
> > Let me introduce myself. My name is Guy Johnson, (and my
> >partner who helps me write is Katrina.) I was born October 06
> >1950. I have had a fully awakened kundalini for over thirty years
> >and the wild ride of healing and divine knowledge from this on-going
> >event is more then I wish to write at this moment. I have spent my
> >life primarily as a carpenter, designing and building houses and
> >wooden ships. The oneness of expanding into the tools, materials, and
> >product is my daily food. Being, and the richness of the moment, is
> >my drink. Katrina offers the wild side of sensuality and
> >supersensitivity whilch allows my process to be humbled and gentle
> >and to acknowledge the feminine in our growth.
> >
> >None of the time I spend in the divine energy is in the world of
> >verbal thought. Society and all its inventions (religion, written
> >language, speech and culture) are not divine. Judgement and money are
> >the inventions of man, forces which allow and have allowed him to
> >exercise control. Money is the most important God to all but a few.
> >Our culture has been historically designed to recognize our
> >differences only, and is essentially opposed to the Divine and the
> >state of "Being," in that it has no way to recognize the unity of
> >all.
> >
> >We are all one. Every living cell is a divine, separate entity with a
> >full emotional life, and in various combinations, these individual
> >cells agree to bond together to make up living species. A human's
> >cells live and die within the body, but the life force of the whole
> >continues. The process of the living and dying, and rebirth and the
> >passing on of genetic information (which includes ancestral
> >emotional history) continues as long as the organism survives or
> >procreates... it is witnessed as we pass our emotional history on to
> >our children. The energy of all humans form an Oversoul, in the same
> >way that our own life force is formed by our own cells. All living
> >species have this dynamic existence. The Ego represents the interest
> >of the individual, and identifies with our differences, and is
> >detatched from the knowledge of Oneness. It alone creates the
> >world's havoc.
> >
> >So as not to create more havoc, let me define Ego as I see it.
> >
> >First, the Ego is the verbal self. Language, and everything
> >communicated through speech, writing, or the memory bank, evolves
> >through that medium defined as the intellect's definition
> >of "Self. " It is the most obvious manifestation of Ego. The
> >internal library which carries all the visual scenes of our earthly
> >existence, and Ego-allowing reruns of the past, which is important
> >in the Ego's role of reinforcing self- image.
> >
> >Our emotional history, both from the immediate life-history and the
> >inherited, past-life, emotional history, combine to form our basic
> >personality. This part of the is Ego is that which most of us
> >believe is unchangeable.
> >
> >In order for a human to evolve to a state of enlightment, the Ego
> >must to shift, must allow a change in how it defines itself. All
> >three catagories must be dealt with. I find the best first step is to
> >find the space between words, or a form of meditation. I advocate
> >meditation without a mantra. A mantra occupies the intellect and
> >allows easy access to an altered state. However, when the intellect
> >is occupied, intellect best serves the process of being. It becomes
> >a passive, but fully aware, observer of the exploration of the inner
> >self.
> >
> >The human intellectualual fallicies of judgement and differentiation
> >do not exist in a silent mind. They are replaced by the beautiful,
> >loving energy of divination within. A danger that resides here is
> >that the Ego attaches to the experience of the Divine Energy and
> >identifies itself as Divine, without the emotional healing of the
> >human state having occurred beforehand. Behavior, or use of divine
> >energy, and knowledge are then tainted by the interpretation of the
> >Ego who is ruled by unhealed emotions.
> >
> >In the case of an awakened kundalini, the individual can use female
> >energy to enhance male energy, but cannot be fully be in touch with,
> >or enhance the feminine with the male energy. The unbalanced Guru has
> >awsome personal power, but in truth is nothing if not balanced by his
> >female side.
> >
> >The emotional world must be examined with a clear intellect. Damaged
> >emotional responses need to be identified, relived, and felt on a
> >cellular level, and then released to spirit. An acknowledgement that
> >PROCESS is the key to love, (not purification of the self, or ego,
> >or being) sets one free to the flow and life/love of the feminine.
> >A freed emotional being is grounded, and the freed emotions become
> >the tenticles of awareness of the world. The individual is free to be
> >grounded so he/she can become fully integrated with the
> >feminine/dark/processing/universal aspects of self. This step has
> >been the most difficult for me, and I still am presented with its
> >glitches.
> >
> >The visual record, without the noise of the intellect constantly
> >defining itself and preventing self-examination, fades and loses
> >importance. Enlightenment is not the destruction of Ego, but rather
> >surrendering one's Ego to the Soul and the Soul's Divine purpose.
> >
> >The role of the intellect becomes one of service, with an awareness
> >that the Ego is not Soul, but a passive observer and helpmate, honed
> >and skillful in its role of liasson between physical reality and Soul
> >energy.
> >
> >The Ego is not the enemy of enlightment, but a beautiful instrument
> >to be tuned, designed and played to your liking.
> >
> >We can release our souls from the prison of our beliefs. Without
> >the walls that confine us, we can soar and expand into universal
> >truth. To know the divine is to know that we know nothing. This is
> >why a truly enlightened soul is humbled in awe. Here, our knowledge
> >is unified, speechless, simply a state of "being". All beings,
> >enlightened or otherwise, are limited by their personal ability to
> >surrender their traditions, heal their emotions, and entrust their
> >beliefs to the Divine.
> >
> >In honor of the tradition of knowing that less and may be more, I am
> >aware that much may still be revealed to me which makes this diatribe
> >we write today old, or obsolete. I hold no attachment to that
> >process, should it be revealed. Just, today, as we write, are we
> >aware that the very speaking of what we understand, may shift the
> >knowledge to some new plane. And in honor of the light that takes
> >it onward, remain in awe of that process.
> >
> >Guy and Katrina
> >
> >
> >"CHRIS
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