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Recieved: 2003/11/16 01:52
Subject: [K-list] Cold, comfortable, hot...
From: One Man Alone
On 2003/11/16 01:52, One Man Alone posted thus to the K-list:
Hi, One Man Alone here. Last night I had a dream, in
which my life flashed before my eyes. Not like from
beginning to death, but from beginning to beyond
present day. I was old, had a wife and kids, a job,
and I saw my mother was old. During the dream, my
mother died, I mourned, my wife died, I mourned, I
died, my kids mourned. My life was quick and
eventually I meant nothing to the world. I left no
mark of my existence, I made no profound changes,
helped no one, and lived a typical, boring life. It
was a really depressing dream. I woke up feeling
frightened that I might mean nothing at all, and I'm
not really as filled with potential and reason as I
thought I was. I felt like there was nothing I could
do to make my life unique. Then a shower brought to my
attention the subtle effects of Kundalini that can
lead to great things. Kundalini makes things calmer,
yet at the same time sort of pulls knowledge in from
all directions. Back when I had first awakened, though
at the time I had no clue what was happening, I was
always ready to learn more things. It's like K helps
you stay warm in the cold moments of life, and soothes
from the hot. No matter what happens, you can always
make a difference if you can raise your hand and brush
the problems from the air. I'll be old some day, but I
have recognized that I can do anything I want from now
until I die. If I'm not dead, then there's no reason I
shouldn't be able to do what I dream of doing. K helps
find what really matters, the soul.
(sigh) Just the daily fear and resolution. Just
thoughts, just thoughts. Have a nice day...
P.S. Thanks to everyone for your suggestions and
helpful insight on my previous message. I'll admit
that I disagree with the God-bashing parts that were
on some of the responses, but the other parts were
helpful. Thank you and have a nice day...
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Sign - One Man Alone
I'm alone.
I deserve to be alone.
I will die alone.
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