To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/11/15 15:52
Subject: Re: [K-list] Waffle (was RE: Void and Self. )
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2003/11/15 15:52, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 07:48 AM 11/11/03, Rich wrote:
>Dear Mystress + K-List,
>
>Thank you for this post.
Eh, yer welcome. Thanks, you too.
>It is nice to get an update on how things change
>and reading the post from the archive made me think of some things in my own
>trek. It made me think to be more open about my own experiences.
Well, hey, that was part of my motive, back then. A personal challenge
to be as open and honest as possible, challenging shyness and ego-image
issues by dancing naked, so to speak... and also to encourage others to
open up. Seems it still works.
>At the moment this is the only list I actually pay attention to. The other K
>related ones generally get too cumbersome by a high quantity and/or sizable
>posts. Here people seems to be more thoughtful about posting which I like.
I reset the lighthouse spell for the list, after it moved here. Kind of
high handed, did not consult with the higher selves of all members through
time, as I did when I/we created it originally. Just a little tweaking,
less of a spiritual emergency ward, more "satsangh." Quite a few other
folks handling the K emergencies these days, not like when the list was
new, and the only resource. Bob Boyd has a good site for it, pass the torch
onto him. The list is quieter now, fewer posts, less drama... I cherish the
peace of it.
>Anyway, so regarding the list. I think it is about balance. I would enjoy
>much more if I wasn't involved with IT so much. It is a choice and it isn't.
>A choice because I could go and pick apples as was suggested to me recently.
Heh. I remember.
>But it isn't as I am a slave to my mind, my conditioning and habits. This
>never changes.
Never say never... life is always full of surprises.
>But where does it end. Even in Matrix Revolutions there were unanswered
>questions. Everything has a purpose.
We assume so...
>Maybe one day I will be invisible.
Been there, done that. It's kind of over-rated... especially in a
social situation! Very peaceful, though.
>And so I chase women thinking I need to share my life with someone. Funny
>how events move in my world to make this seemingly impossible (like a split
>ice-berg moving off in a different direction with my fantasy future come
>desire.) And when I give into fate two arrive on my doorstep and decide to
>stay the night together.
Heh. Yeah, that is how it works... put Goddess first, and She
provides... impossible to explain it to those invested in romance fairy tales.
>So where does it stop. I know I create my life. This is scary and exciting
>at the same time. But even knowing this doesn't change much. More careful of
>thoughts and actions. But we can't escape that which is set like a hardened
>iron bar, our compiled formation from pre-conception and beyond. It can bend
>slowly and does over the years. Until it is destroyed I am a victim of my
>pasts.
Well, victimhood... why go there? It's just creation. There are
alternate perspectives.
>To see my fears creating hells and my passions creating bliss. Follow
>bliss but the fears come with it. When I am truly able to create anything in
>my world in that same moment it would be the time to stop creating
>altogether.
you already can... we all have the power.
>It's interesting when I post to the list I feel for a while after how my
>post is received as others connect and send their own thoughts and feelings
>out.
Yeah, I sometimes to do the same, except hearing the reactions while
writing the post, through time. It is why some of my posts were so long and
comprehensive... responding to responses and answering the questions I
heard, in advance of them being written. Then I get personal messages like
(thanks, I was just wondering about that, ha what a funny synchronicity...)
[Yeah I know, I heard you wondering.]
Don't do it so much anymore. Don't post so much anymore, either.
Did you know it has just been discovered that herring communicate by
farting? Weird science.
>It's usually harmless and being discerning in what is said usually
>avoids anything more than a light brushing. But it's got me thinking. Every
>action has an equal and opposite reaction. That which is empty has minimal
>repercussions.
and if you are transparent, they blow through and don't stick.
(reminding myself.)
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