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Recieved: 2003/11/12 18:29
Subject: [K-list] Ego-Death & Ancestors
From: elargonauto

    MAS said ...

*This kind of loss and upheaval is typically a precursor to ego
*death... and that came next... Feb 2. 1997. Easily, the most terrifying
*experience of my life. Don't feel like writing it all out again, my
*original post about it is in the archives...

* http://www.kundalini-gateway.org/klist/k1997d/k97d00002.html

* Funny to reread that old post... I really did not know what was
*happening, did not have words for it: "Ego death." My perspective has
changed.


     I have been reading your post and have seen clearly what is in front of
me. :). And it?s going to be really, really complicated. The idea that as
you clean this wave goes up through your fathers fit exactly. I guess that
is the really hard thing to do. I usually have desired half of my live to
take a backpack and loss myself from anything. And now I?m realizing slowly
that the true thing to do is to stay and resolve. Anyway I still have my
backpack prepared, you never know. :).

    About the hard work, the dificult of living, the effort etc ... as I
felt better and better things start to offer themselves really easy. :). I
start to imagine life as a really easy thing.
It?s like running with a broken leg and a healthy leg. The first is really
dificult and hard the second one is as easy as eating.

     I read some days ago at a book of Ortega y Gasset that the Chinesse had
a degree on how important was a person assigning the number of ancestors he
had reached with his succes. Each day I?m more and more conviced that the
only thing one needs to discover the real and useful concepts of life are to
understand the concepts at the Tao Te Ching. Everything is there.

     As usually things comes when you can understand them and at the proper
time. :)


          Chau!
                      elargonauto
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