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Recieved: 2003/11/05 22:09
Subject: [K-list] Awakeness!
From: j g
On 2003/11/05 22:09, j g posted thus to the K-list:
Awakeness! Your coffie machine is awake! Little drops
of beaded water reflect in the eirly morning, or
afternoon, if you sleep in like me. The smell is loud
sometimes, shocking and brillent! The paper wets,
changes colors, the sound is so strange and new.
Looking at the coffee machine as if I've never seen
it, it seems spacey, and so different from anything
else I've ever seen. Its tan plastic casing turns
dirty over time, and browns. The machine is awake!
Entirely awake! Glass molded in some kind of odd
reluctant shape, strange lines counting cups, but the
thing is odd and so far off..That is not a cup..Only a
half a cup :[
Awakeness is blooming around me now. Its blue, and
sometimes orange. You can feel awakeness in your green
chakra. Purple is awakeness too! You can feel it
lightly everywhere, and see it very clearly and deeply
in your coffee machine for some strange reason?!
Awakeness is like sadness..it helps your understanding
of certain things..it shows you certain things you
could not see in any other state. Awakeness is a place
to explore, it can be intence, or gentle, three times
as deep..
Meditation! I suggest being in a positive thoughfull
or intelligent state. Relaxing gently and realizing
your energy. You can feel awakeness around your
body..You can feel its energy, vibrant, blue! It is
intence! You let your energy take care of you and keep
you from over doing things..Your sences open to
awakeness, your mind opens to awakness, your chakras
open to awakeness. It is blue and pink-like the
goddess "shiva?" (or is that the male? i get those two
congfused?)
In awakeness you might find your self wanting to be
nimble, and flexable. Streching your arms around your
body. In awakeness you find your self quite naturally
in a blue surrender-you think less if at all. You feel
alive, in tune with the movement of your body.
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You can find awake yellows-an orangy yellow, clashing
with black, that sings and vibrates like a crazy
sunflower. A dark yellow, and abstract! Yellow sending
you into surrender of some darker, yet positive crazy
part or your self. Alive, and going! Let going, and
pushing through the day realizing contrast. Contrast
of shadows, of the sky and the sun. Contrast between
colors, and everything! You realize love for contrast,
and in this yellow and black can be so very awake.
I notice how awake an orange person is. An actor,
always taking the mood and mind set of someone else.
Always playing with their emotions and pushing them
selves in a new and beautiful, or ugly way every day.
A stage actor will play the role of hamlet, or
something even more tragic, outlineing the sadness of
our sexual realationships in todays society.
And then I see being sexually awake. Accepting the
kinds of love most people would usually deny publicly.
Realizing and accepting your own fantasies more
openlyas to why you are so curious about something
that no one in your life has ever been brave enough to
even consider talking with you about..Sexuality is
intence sometimes! All sexual combinations are
accepted..and sometimes the troubble people have to go
through to achieve sexual enjoyment is just
ridiculous! Being more sexually awake with your self
and your partner can lead to a more open relationship,
and a more enjoyable sex life.
Awakeness helps everything, your mind, your body and
your soul. It shows you things you wouldn't have
thought of, it brigns a new understanding of your self
and people in your life. Being very emotionaly awake
and healthy can be a very wonderfull beautiful thing
as well. Awakeness is my new future. This winter I
intend to study color theory and meditate on
awakeness. Yes! The winter is coming! It is a good
time to feel sexually satisfied with the cold
weather.. :X
Lofe
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