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Recieved: 2003/10/21 17:19
Subject: Re: [K-list] sunday night thoughts
From: Druout
On 2003/10/21 17:19, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 10/19/2003 6:43:55 PM Pacific Daylight Time, Ing AT_NOSPAM manx.net
writes:
>
> since about august this year, and co-inciding with
> my very odd dreams where i was getting killed and stuff -
> "quiet" noises make me shivver.
>
> by a quiet noise, i specifically mean, noises which
> one hears lying in bed at 4am as something-in-the-room
> cools to a slightly lower temperature and goes "PLINK!"
> or "CLICK!" ... quite quietly, but really percussively.
Dear Martin,
For some people, a switch in perception (from ordinary to mystical) can
coincide with a mental "click." Perhaps this is a "reminder" trigger for you!
:))
Many times I will go back to my journal and read something that made
absolutely no sense to me at the time, but in hindsight becomes crystal clear. IMO,
your dreams of death were metaphors for the death of the social self to make
room for the mystical self. Ditto the voice (your self) that told "you" to "get
out."
The fear that accompanies the idea of death is what one tends to remember,
though.
>
> ... i was half
> asleep, but the sound came into my ears with a rushing
> wave of shivvering which roared from my feet up to
> my crown leaving me feeling "energised" all over my skin.
> goose bumps all over me... and at the same moment
Yeah! :)) typical Kundalini waves of energy coming roaring in! It sounds
so prosaic, but the actual experience is something that seems quite literally
out of this world. It is astounding and can't be easily translated into words.
I guess that's why many use poetry! :)
> the howling noise of the voice shouted so so loud that
> i thought i could feel the breeze of the speaker's breath.
I have experienced this shouting voice. I think many biblical mystics have
likewise experienced it!
>
> the voice was shouting "get out!" - although it did not
> sound like it...
> <snip>
>
> i calmly answered my self saying :
> "well, it's been weird week so far, so better buckle in"
LOL! Right! :)
> <snip>
>
> and the wave of tingling electric madness rushed up
> through my body again, leaving my skin electrified
> again...
>
> and this time the voice was soft, gentle and loving,
> and i could not even hear the words as words... it
> was like a light silk being thrown over my head,
> sensouous and weightless.
:)) Both are the same voice. Just different aspects of self. One to wake
us up, the other to assure that we are perfectly safe.
Love, Hillary
>
> i mean simply as watching a tree of new thoughts,
> watching them branch, and observing the beauty
> of the way in which our thoughts unfold.
>
> this is how i teach myself, without fear of any
> thought, or loosing any thought,
> but by watching and seeing.
<snip>
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