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Recieved: 2003/10/19 17:57
Subject: Re: [K-list] Autumn
From: Martin Kerr
On 2003/10/19 17:57, Martin Kerr posted thus to the K-list:
hi lavina,
gosh, i felt those words.... i know what you mean....
... i think perhaps we are meant to feel such in the autumn, our bodies have been
beaten out of our attunement to the turning of the seasons, as you say, by the city
lights, and the working calendar of human business...
... and when we release ourselves from that bondage, we again begin to sense the
turning of the world....
... so what is the thing in our heads that makes us feel "down" in the autumn...?
because our minds are programmed into being a flat-lined machine, always on,
always focused on our business goal.... we cannot even hear the fluttering waves
of reality.... we cannot hear the beat of the ECG of the universe... as our ears
are filled with the noise and chatter of the machines.....
so when we CAN hear the rythym of the world, our old conditioned minds go
mad.... argh, no, it's got to be a pure constant 9-to-5 .... argh argh.... we
cannot stand this upping and downing....
we are often so far from nature in our daily lives, that when we actually
find our nature, and it's nature.... it is fearful....
my ego cries out:
"but martin, it's dark and full of trees in the woods...."
and my silent mind must reply:
"yep, and surprisingly perhaps - that's because they are woods, and because it is dark...."
i digress...
and so, as i hear and sense the world turning into the browns of autumn, i must
surrender to the reality.... and if i fully surrender to this reality.... i can also hear
the world turning to spring on the other hemisphere.... and as much as i hear the
darkness coming in my local world.... i can hear the new life blossoming in the
further regions of the world.... i can look up at the night sky and see those lost
fogotten constellations from last winter.... orion rises and greets me with news
of autumn and winter from the southern hemisphere....
... and the great world is connected within me, and there is now, not the constant
hum of machinary.... but the constant ebb and flow, the harmonies rising and
falling on each side of my world like a beautiful counterpointed melody....
yes there is darkness of autumn.... but so there is the darkness of the end of
each day where i sleep - to ensure that when the light comes, i can awake
knowing the cycles of my life are balanced.....
sorry if that doesn't make sense..... it's just my feelings....
Yule be happy soon.
with love and peace,
martin.
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