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Recieved: 2003/10/02 02:25
Subject: [K-list] No question
From: Odmeelgtaa

On 2003/10/02 02:25, Odmeelgtaa posted thus to the K-list:



I have been K active or so I thought for over 18 months. Contemplating the
universe the trees would bow in the breeze, almost in agreement. Then a very
sinister element intervened. I was held by the throat, my mouth turned dry and
mind exploded. Everything I saw seemed like it was recorded and automatically
played back on a loop and constantly questioning. Every day for months seemed
like a test both in mind and function. It eased for a short period then it
started again. Every night I go to bed I pray that it will be gone in the morning.
The same parasitic gelatinoid crawling over my face, scanning my mind for no
more than it found the first time, PLEASE GO AWAY YOU'VE TAKEN EVERYTHING AND I
HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE. NOW LET ME GET ON WITH MY LIFE WHICH YOU HAVE
TAKEN. STOP SHOWING ME COLOUR, STOP POKING ME AROUND AND STOP MANIPULATING MY
THOUGHTS. WHATS THE POINT IN THAT IT, ONLY MAKES ME MAKE NO SENSE. I'M TIRED OF
ACCEPTING SOMETHING THAT ONLY SERVES TO HARM NOW LEAVE………………. No! still
there, go figure. Matt
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