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Recieved: 2003/09/27 23:58
Subject: [K-list] Irrational fears? Or there is a cause ... ?
From: elargonauto
On 2003/09/27 23:58, elargonauto posted thus to the K-list:
Hola!
> When people thinks about this kind of fears ( "irrational fears")
>they can think they are erroneous, that there is a part of themselves who
is
>not going well. This aproach make the people untrust themselves, their
>fellings, their body because they think is not working allright.
* Well, it is. It is stuck emotional energy. Often these things come up
*because the body is asking for the blockage to be released, especially with
*Kundalites.
Yep. This is a wonderful way of calling it "stuck emotional energy".
It tells you that there is a umbalance in the system, but the system itself
is allright. I think that calling it "irrational" can lead to think that
your body/your self is not well done. That it have arised because your body
had an error. And in fact, what you need is just to realign, refocus,
redirect and you´ll start releasing it.
* Terminology, I think. The fear in the situation is not logical, but the
*body remembering trauma and reacting with the same emotion is just what
*bodies do. Typically, every time the trigger activates but is not released,
*the karma gets bigger.
This describe perfectly what happens when try to "defeat" you
fears. Everytime the trigger activates you react to it ( you repress) so
the emotion is not released. As much as you react more "karma" will be
acumulated. This is too a way to become part of this fear. Fear does not
take control, but if this resistance is big enough you can build your life
around this "reaction". So you loose your north, you just become a reaction
to fear. It is like people who fight against the system, the keep being in
the same level, cuaght in the myseries of that system.
I think that is what happen with persons with a "severe umbalance".
They loose their live trying to "defeat" it. Doing so they only get more and
more caught, and as time goes on is more and more dificult to get away from
this situation. I would even say that in general terms this is "schizophreni
a".
I think that some time ago I read an article you writed about this
"reactive behaviour" at the archives of the Kundalini Gateway.
> It could be this experience were stored at your memory. So
>everytime you go near a visible height ( like the bridge) you get signals
>from your body that this is going to be a bad experience and it tries to
>keep you away from it.
* No, I don't think so. My parents tell of my running away from being
*lifted into a tree, at age 4. More likely it is hereditary. My mother is
*afraid of heights and of large bodies of water. If my fear of heights was
*severe, I'd not have been climbing a cliff above a waterfall in the first
*place.
There are a lot of things who are treated as hereditary and like,
you have to resign to live with them. For example, getting bald. I think is
more a behaviour pattern that you receive from your parents.
For example. My father is bald. And I was getting dagerously near
to it. But as the kundalini process goes I have gone through intense
spontaneous hair massage and scratching and after eight months I´m
recovering all my hair. And I think after some years I´ll have the most
beautiful hair than in all my life. As I realign and "clean" all the
erroneous patterns that I have got from my parents I get free from them.
Somehow this is like recarnation. You have a life to "clean"
yourselve. If you are not able to do so, all your faults go to your children
etc ...
* We are putting a new roof on our workshop, I have been helping despite
*my fear of heights. Climbing around on rafters, pulling nails. It just
*makes me more cautious, and that is a good thing.
This is a curious thing. Some months ago I worked as "climber"
building structures for music concerts. Sometimes you had to be at fifteen
meters from the floor. I used to feel rushes of fear. I just let them flow.
But the curious thing is that you have a lot of fear of falling but at the s
ame time another part of you knows that precesely because of that the last
thing that is going to happen is that. My major problem was to become too
rigid and get tired fast, but I think I would have been the last person to
fall from that structure. :).
Chao!
elargonauto.
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