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Recieved: 2003/09/22 15:05
Subject: RE: [K-list] One cannot think around the whole body until K
From: ronwhitaker AT_NOSPAM accesswave.ca

>Listening to the fear is giving it more power. Feeding it so it becomes us,
>instead of a re-action out of a held to past trauma. All fear is fear of
the
>future. A projection of imagination and/or unprocessed memory. Once the
>event is happening the fear is gone.

How do you not listen to it? How do you feed it?

>To me it feels like there is a 'fear centre'. The closer I live to this,
the
>more fearful I am in everything I do. More fears come up and poke me. I am
>less in control. Re-acting instead of acting. If I am filled within and
>grounded then these fears are not there (at least I don't notice them).
They
>don't come to me. If I could dissolve this fear centre today I would. But
>all I have learnt tells me it takes time.

I can associate a large amount of fear from current situations triggering
memories of past traumas. I rid with it, but not act on it without
concideration. It is nagging and bothersome. Pain.

>The other possibility is to come to terms with fear itself so it is
>integrated and not feared (resisted). Not be swayed by it. Live in the fear
>energy.

Yes

>I do believe that bodily death and ego death have some commonalities. In so
>much as ego death means to have come to terms with bodily death. There is
>nothing to loose, nothing to be held on to. No ego, no fear.

Ok - what to do?

Ron


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