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Recieved: 2003/09/19 23:02
Subject: Re: [K-list] Done. Was: Re: Vacation
From: Julie D
On 2003/09/19 23:02, Julie D posted thus to the K-list:
Hey MAS,
Thanks for taking the time to write such a beautiful post. I'm even more
blown away because you were so tired.
> The man does the sailing, it is his passion. I'm passenger and Admiral.
;)
:))
> >I was sorry to hear about your back. It sounds painfull.
>
> Yeah, it was a shock to the system, hard because after I just wanted
> to be still, and there is no being still on a sailboat. The body is always
> shifting to balance itself against the waves. I'm not sorry tho, the
> accident brought gifts in its wake. Perfection Is.
I've slept on a houseboat on a fresh water lake a few times. I've always
felt that the water was rocking me to sleep. I also felt a type of shock
everytime I left it to stand on solid ground, my body needed time to adjust.
Perfection Is!
>
> Root canal, yikes. I have not had one of those, thank fully.
Yeah, they're pretty hellish! I don't recommend them at all. I've managed
to find gifts in here too though. This is my third root canal. A symptom
of some unwise practices of my youth, I think. I'm committed to keeping
my teeth though so I have spent many tortuous hours in the dental chair.
Hope your
> son's hand turns out alright.
Thanks. It's looking good. We saw the X rays thursday and everything is
looking as it should. He just needs to protect it now the pins are out.
>
> >I've been pointing the finger at mercury retrograde!
>
> Heh, yeah blame the stars, they don't mind. :)
Yeah they're sweeties aren't they. Mercury also turns direct today. (It's
saturday morning here) So I think things should move more easily now.
>
> >After reading this I was wondering how Kundalini is for you now? I
often
> >come across comments like this while reading, etc and I have wondered
what
> >is meant by finished or done. I don't have Kriya's anymore but I still
have
> >rushes of energy through my system on a daily basis. Does this end?
>
> Hmmm, interesting question.
>
> I love to feel the energy, it is part of what motivates my work. K is
> usually active when it has work to do, so processing other folks karma via
> empathy can be very pleasant, if they truly surrender. The alchemy of
> transmutation... and the goosebumps and rushes of resonance, of speaking
truth.
>
> For me, and in me, stuff just IS... not much need to remind myself of
> what I know to be true. Just focusing on my heart and power chakra can
> bliss me out and joy is my natural state.
I find that too. I also get blissed out by a gold light that washes over
and through me during meditation .
>
> Not that I am ecstatic 24/7... but crankiness does not last. Stuff
> just doesn't stick, the tide of energy washes it away sooner or later,
> usually sooner.
I also find though that I still pick up moods in my travels in the world.
Occassionally I do something and feel I did it badly. For example I bought
a car a year ago. I was determined to do it on my own and not get the help
of a *man.* My gut was telling me to wait and I assumed it was just fear of
making such a big commitment and pushed on. The day after I picked it up I
found out I payed two thousand dollars more than I should have for it. I
was cursing myself for not listening and closed myself down to K and stopped
meditating for a while. K forced itself through after about 4 days of this
which bought me back to a balanced state. Then I wrote to the director of
the company and he gave me compensation and apologized. I still go into
these personal self crunches periodically where I feel I can't connect for a
while. although they are getting less and less frequent. Perhaps hell is
the absence of God/ess.
> I got cranky today, contemplating my things to do list this afternoon
> was overwhelming, frustrating, a little demoralizing... I could not think
> how I could possibly get everything done and more things kept coming up
so
> frustration mounted, bordering on despair. While cooking dinner I
> remembered a friend mentioning being unemployed and short of cash, and was
> inspired to hire him to help me for the next few days. It is a win/win.
Cool.
I was deeply moved by the rest of your writing. I could feel the peace and
beauty of your state. I particularly enjoyed your account of working with
your client's inner child and helping it find it's parent that you
correlated with the higher self. It reminded me of an anonymous piece of
writing that is printed in a book "Healing with Love" by Leonard Laskow, MD.
My Self
I am here for you always. I am beyond attachment. I am beyond sadness. I
am beyond fear. I exist in and as radiant love.
Come to me in your sadness and I will hold you in the arms of your mother.
Come to me in your fear and I will care for you, guide you and protect you.
Come to me when your lover leaves you and I will be your lover. Come to me
when you are torn by guilt. And I shall lift the veil of falsehood and make
you whole.
Come to me when you fear you have failed. And I will show you the true
magnificence of your success.
I am your golden guide, the shining priestess of your temple, the living
light of your soul. I am surrounded by the holiest beings in the universe.
They are your helpers.
You alone can meet me here. It is through you that others know me, hear my
wisdom, feel my infinite love, are comforted and healed.
Your work is to free yourself so that I may embody your life. I give you
all that I am. All of my mystical power awaits your command.
All of my love longs to flow through your heart. All of my knowledge I
bequeth to you. Speak it! Now!
I am with you always. Bring me forth Oh my self!
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It holds a special place in my heart. The same place that your post touched
in me.
Thank you for a beautiful view,
Love,
Julie.
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