To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/09/01 00:45
Subject: RE: [K-list] trying to talk about awakening/Beat Up
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 12:53 PM 31/08/03, Paul Perner wrote:
>This friend is a beautiful, talented singer who has
>gigantic guilt issues about having gone out of the
>closet as a lesbian and she believes she was a
>victim of Satanic ritual abuse (I've looked into
>this and her story doesn't match up, but she
>clings to it and if you try to help her out of it,
>that means that you, too, must be in league with
>The Dark One).

    Look deeper. 100% of persons claiming Satanic ritual abuse have
multiple personality disorder. It is a symptom.
   Google those terms, get about 3800 pages about it.

>I feel used. I was attracted to this person for
>a number of reasons. The first was genuinely spiritual.
>She really does have the light in her eyes. She still
>does, but religious superstition is tormenting her.

    The light of awakening, or madness?

>I shouldn't try to change her. I been down this
>road with her before... but this time is the
>last. I'll be a part of a long list of people
>(including a couple record companies) she's
>alienated.

    Well, you might want to try to get her into counselling before you
write her off. There are Fundie cult exit counsellors who could help,
too... Bear in mind, that by dumping her stuff onto you, she has
unconsciously asked for your help with it.

>Sometimes I feel like this whole human
>race are a bunch of psychos (myself
>included).

    We are. Statistically, 2/3 people has some sort of psychosis, even if
it is just a phobia like fear of heights. (me... but less than it used to
be. I challenge it sometimes, to enjoy the adrenaline and test body mind
control. )

> My heart goes out to the plants and
>animals that have to share this biosphere
>with us.

     They chose it, on some level...

>In closing, I just want to thank the good
>people of the K list for being here.

    Yeah! Ditto. What a grand and amazing place this is. Glad all of you
are here sharing.

>Dreams, work, pleasure and pain... I'll take
>it. Just spare me the hate and fear.

    What you resist, persists... ;)


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