2003/08/30 19:08-elargonauto-[K-list] trying to talk about awakening

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On 2003/08/30 19:08, elargonauto posted thus to the K-list:

   Yep. It?s all a movie to try to explain something to someone who carry a
conventional life. I have had a curious effect. From time to time I tell a
friend somethings, when we are alone or with two or three friends together
when the theme come and they ask me my point of view.

   I usually try to make it as softer as possible and start the thing slowly
starting from well-known things, things people usually speaks about, to
things that are more strange. The curious thing is that is like I create a
temporal field. As I tell the things and I am there to explain them, they
seem to understand and believe them, but as time pass and they go back to
their normal lives and their conventional way of thinking what I have told
them become more and more incredible and the sense fades away slowly. Until
I go back and recharge the batteries.

   But I?m getting tired of the game and I?m starting to prefer not to tell
anything and let them take their conclusions from what they see directly
with their own eyes. You save long talks. :). Anyway, I?m getting really
used to all the process so it is not anymore new or strange for me and I?m
losing the necesety of speaking about it. It?s like speaking about how you
swicht on the tv... :). I?m forgetting to my arguments. I had a lot of
reasonings who took me to the conclusions but as I stop using them they are
fading away. It could be I?m losing the point of view from a conventional
point.

    Chao!

                   elargonauto
>> >We want people to KNOW
>> >about these amazing and sometimes awful events that are
>happening to us,
>> >but even when we tell them, it is unsatisfying.

>So I've pretty much decided to keep it to myself, which I'm sure is best.
>The intensity of it has faded a lot, and I don't need to try to
>share it so much
>anymore, thankfully.

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To: K-list Recieved: 2003/08/30 19:08 Subject: [K-list] trying to talk about awakening From: elargonauto

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Subject: [K-list] trying to talk about awakening
From: elargonauto