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First I'd like to thank you all for the responses, wow that was quick! Good thing to wake up to teehee
"Seems to me
your Kundalini has already been awakened! "
Daniel Burton <drburton AT_NOSPAM optonline.net>
Well, from the experiences I've heard I'm not quite sure this is true. However I HAVE had sensations that make me think perhaps it is related to Kundalini, but not quite as strong as what I've read it usually is. When I first did yoga, my lower back just kinda hurt a bit, but I'm a bit sick and I enjoyed the little pain :P Anyway, nowadays, I still feel something at the base of my spine, very very pleasing feeling, I'm just more .. aware? of it. And often I do just get tingling sensations, but a lot of times it's just from thoughts I get.
"Maybe you need to explore developing a strong ego first before
you seek to undermine it"
"Ron Henshall" <mail AT_NOSPAM rhenshall.fsnet.co.uk>
Funny, I actually thought about this not long ago. I thought geez, I'm so young, and this is the stage where we actually try to find ourselves more and the whole ego thing, I see it all around me, and actually in the past it has bothered me greatly for some reason. I guess it's because I often saw teens who were mean and angry at everything and constantly going through silly phases. But I'm more compassionate about it now, and I realized hey I'm going through that too. I was angry all the time and negative (not saying all teens are like this btw), extremely confused. In fact, I broke up with the man I love over it. This probably is horrible, but something I'm gonna run by real quick that happened. Skip if you wish :P
I'm not social, I don't really have any friends outside online (not that I really talk to anyone online much anymore) and I met someone this January who I just loved from the moment we spoke. It was incredibly quick that we got deeper, I still remember us counting the days and thinking I want to tell you I love you but geez, I take this stuff seriously, and it's only been 15 days! But I want to so badly. Anyway, I caused problems. As I said, I truly have changed a lot this summer, but I told him something awful- MULTIPLE TIMES which lead to me deciding I didn't want to mess with that anymore if I was still confused, that I didn't know how I felt about him and another guy I talk to online. He is an extremely patient, compassionate open minded man so he let it slide first time because I mean, I know how I feel about him, I just felt confused. I had gotten attached to this other guy as well. But it happened again. I just was very negative sometimes, and I was terrified of fully trusting someone, and I have disliked the thought of letting someone touch me especially the way this guy does (guy I love not friend). Anyway we had plans for the summer but they didn't go, we just broke up, I know I hurt him badly and I'm guilt stricken, and I want to go back with him, but he actually said if I wait maybe. But we barely speak, and he's very busy. He always, always told me, everything is based on what you believe (for the most part). And finally he got through to me. And now, when I say about dissolving ego, I mean, it just feels right, I just want to be fully conscious. I want to branch out and realize things. I mean I feel I can still be me. And it is me I suppose, when it comes down to it. I had a problem with being secure, as you can obviously see with my relationship with this man. But I found something better, which I long to tell him. I am free :)
I too am a fan of Tool. They have inspired me quite greatly in fact. Came this summer mostly. Most amazing music I've heard. The lyrics- oh I highly recommend you listen to them if you haven't already, and READ THOSE LYRICS. Plenty of Jung references too. Just beautiful. Breathtaking. Right now the song that really hits me, and I feel more connected to is Forty Six & 2. Lateralus is also an amazing and positive song I think you should read. Plenty of sites you can find them- I'm writing this really quick since I have to go to school very soon. Also, related to Tool, Alex Grey is an amazing artist I think you will love because of the things he deals with. Go to www.alexgrey.com :)
I'll look at sites and try out things that have been said. Thanks again,
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