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Recieved: 2003/08/10 14:03
Subject: [K-list] Re: K-list Digest, Vol 2, Issue 10
From: Shellelr

In a message dated 8/9/2003 12:01:11 PM Eastern Daylight Time,
K-list-request AT_NOSPAM kundalini-gateway.org writes:

> What age were you when you first became K awakened? What do you think
> triggered your awakening?
>

I was 36, and it happened on the weekend of the solar eclipse in August '99.
I had been personally miserable to a point of mental exhaustion, and that was
a weekend full of strangely aggressive occurrences, and I've always wondered
if the eclipse had something to do with my becoming mysteriously ill with
burning brain, dizziness, visual blur, intelligent energy running through my body
(and stopping momentarily at all my scarred places, feeling them, doing
something to them), a feeling sometimes of an invisible weight dropping over me,
difficulty swallowing, etc. I was physically ill and exhausted (diagnosed with
"chronic fatigue syndrome") for a year and a half before the spiritual dreams
and understandings and precognitive stuff and hypnagogic bliss started, and I
came across the k-list about then and started putting it all together.

I think I've been moving towards this all my life. I was interested in
spiritual things as a child. And at age three I had some inexplicable awareness of
the provincial smallness of the small Arkansas town we lived in, even though
I had nothing else to compare it to in my tiny life experience. Some part of
me was larger and knew more.

My k-awakening is partial, I suppose. Only once have I had warm energy move
up my spine and pleasantly pop all my vertebrae, and that in half-sleep. No
freight trains, thankfully. But I can feel things going on in my chakras. So
I've definitely got a toe in the water (and can't imagine what full immersion
would do to me).

Shelle
away for a while, but back and hoping you're all well
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