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Recieved: 2003/08/07 20:31
Subject: Re: [K-list] Forward from Juliette
From: Druout
On 2003/08/07 20:31, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
Juliette writes:
> I went through 3 days
>of crying, shaking, huge surges of energy rushing through me, (is there
anyway
>of preparing for these????).
Dear Juliette,
Not really! :) I had episodes of crying at the beginning, too. There was
no reason for it--just a sense of being overwhelmed, I guess!
I still have surges of energy after 7 years. I have always enjoyed them,
though. They really amazed me at first, and initially I thought that I might be
"losing it." :))
>It was strange because as they rushed through me I could feel them hitting
>points and trying to push through, it was as if a huge pressure was building
up
>at these points.
That's a pretty classic scenario. You are fortunate that these were not
painful
>I kept clicking into a trance state with visions crowding my head. Not able
>to stop drawing, something I have not done in years. In this space I was
>granted the gift of meeting one of my spirit guides. It was truly magical.
>Throughout these days I cut myself off, not able to place where everything >
belonged.
:)) Many people have found an astounding increase in creativity! Just look
at the mystic Sufi poets!
<snip>
>Every time I look at the sky all I can see are these spiral swirls coming
>down. It's the most amazing sight. Sometimes it does all feel a bit much
though.
I've not experienced these, but many list members have:
http://kundalini-gateway.org/polls/po_amazi.html
>I go through days where I just feel like a receiver,
Yeah! I've often felt I was just a conduit for the energy. Amazing.
> I look and friends and family and want to share, what
>confirmation about what's happening but know if I say anything they really
wont
>understand, well how can they when I don't really understand.
This is a very difficult problem! Those who haven't experienced anything
mystical will not have a clue. The best you can hope for is that they will
simply dismiss it as overactive imagination. Perhaps, rarely, you will find that
someone who will say WOW! I've experienced that also! But if you don't mind
being considered a bit mad :)), you might be able to test the waters and share
a bit of this--using couched language! :))
>I feel like I'm connecting with the most amazing thing ever, something I
have
>felt for years and tried to push away because of fear. Not knowing whether I
>had the strength to stay sane through it all. Not realizing that as you let
>you and surrender you gain the strength.
Very wise! :)) Exactly right!
>It's only in the denying that I become
>weak. When connected I realized that this is a true state of bliss.
It's good to have you here on the list! :))
Love, Hillary
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