To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/07/29 23:12
Subject: Re: [K-list] protection
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2003/07/29 23:12, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Carole:
I'm sending my response CC: to the list, because it appears you
intended to post this, but it did not show up in the list mail. Maybe the
new styled text filter got it?
At 05:14 PM 25/07/03, you wrote:
>----- Original Message -----
>From: "Mystress Angelique Serpent" <Mystress AT_NOSPAM Kundalini-Gateway.org>
>To: <k-list AT_NOSPAM kundalini-gateway.org>
>Sent: Friday, July 25, 2003 1:02 AM
>Subject: Re: [K-list] protection
>Dear Mystress Angelique Serpent
>
> > There is also a powerful Shakti field on the list, that tends to bring
> > up stuck places to be cleared, especially in new members.
>
>YES!! Thank you so much for your help in clearing my stuck place, I've been
>battling with this one for years.
LOL!! that is not what I meant, but you are very welcome! Nice, how
synchronicity works in a Shakti-field.
>What you have said about
>entities/protection is what I have been feeling is right, but couldn't
>properly articulate. All I knew was that the more I was told to use
>protection, the more fear I was experiencing. My feelings and experience
>being in varyance with the teachings of spiritual teachers I respect of
>course caused conflict in my mind, and difficulty in my relationship with my
>sister who never seems to question or doubt their teachings.
It seems to be a Kundalini effect, another place for surrender.
Probably your sister is spiritual, but not Kundalini awakened.
I know many spiritual forms, like Wicca where protection is part of the
path and the need for it is never questioned... but these paths are based
in duality. Non-duality is not part of the path and they do not consider
it, or strive for it. Kundalini pushes one towards nonduality, and so all
assumptions get questioned and the magical results of "doing" come out
backwards to what works for non-awakened people.
It is Kundalini that makes the dualities show up and turn things inside
out. Protection= fear of harm. Hope= fear of the future and a desire to
control outcomes. Charity = seeing someone else as needy, not Gods of their
own lives.... Even Faith, eventually turns to *knowing". Faith desires
proof, and knowing already has seen the proof.
I know Goddess has arranged for campfire sparks and mosquitos appear
to bounce off my aura, without me doing anything. I have heard people I am
camping with complaining of stinging nettles, when I had walked the same
paths wearing less clothing, and not encountered any. I don't need faith,
I have empirical evidence that I am already divinely taken care of, even in
the mundane and physical details.
The benefits of grace... are often awe inspiring, especially the ones
that simply show up, without asking.
Odd things, like how food seldom goes bad in this house... I had taken
it for granted, but visiting friends were surprised at how I can be casual
about refrigeration and it does not seem to matter. I have had food
freshen, when I decided to eat it. Greyish burger meat turning red and
fresh again, overnight.
I have a watermelon sitting on my counter, it has been there since
Midsummer... June 22, ... and shows no sign of decay. Sitting on a
countertop during the five hottest weeks of the summer, and no air
conditioning, you'd think it would be a puddle of fermented goo, by now,
but it is lovely. It was left behind after the Midsummer fest, and I think
I'll bring it to the next one, Lughnassah this weekend.
If Goddess will take care of these things, then of course anything
bigger must be already handled. Any ritual of protection I could do, would
only be showing that I do not trust the Divine to take care of me.
>This problem, along with many others, caused me to be depressed for over 1
>year up until around April this year.
>However I am grateful for the depression as it was a huge learning and
>clearing experience, and ultimately lead me to finding the list and
>discovering that my many and strange experiences are due to K awakening.
>
>As a new member I've just started reading your web sites where I am finding
>everything I want/need to know. Bliss!
I'm glad! :)
>Only problem now - is eating entities as snack food fattening I wonder :)
>?!!
I don't think so... but some might give you a tummy ache! ;)
>With thanks and love
>Carole
>
> >
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