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Recieved: 2003/07/15 16:35
Subject: [K-list] Kundalini rising entry 3
From: Kathleen Schramm PR Dept
On 2003/07/15 16:35, Kathleen Schramm PR Dept posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Everyone,
I didn't put a date on these entries in my diary, but
it was shortly after the previous experience - which
means within the next couple of days.
The first thing that happened was I was in meditation
before going to sleep for the night, and I saw a
crown. As the crown appeared, I heard what could be
described as a strong "electrical" sound. I thought to
myself that the crown looked like it was made of white
gold. It had a Maltese cross on top of it, and Maltese
crosses on the edge of it on the rim of the crown. I
would say that 3 crosses were visible on the front,
though it appeared that the crosses continued around
the entire rim. One Maltese cross floated above the
crown with about one inch separating it from the
crown. There was a beautiful, royal blue, mature
(fully in bloom) rose blossom in the middle of each of
the crosses. It slowly floated up and out of site.
I tried to find an example of a Maltese Cross online
for reference because some people will not know how a
Maltese cross looks. Anyway, here is my rough
description: A Maltese cross appears to be complied of
4 triangles with their top points touching, therefore
the top points are slightly elongated to allow for
separation between the sections of the cross. Or -
Each direction of the cross looks like a triangle
pointing in towards the center. I hope that makes
sense....
Someone commented to me that that royal blue is the
color of Mother Mary.
After my meditation was complete:
I was lying very still on my bed. I wasn't yet asleep,
but my breathing began to take on a sleeping rhythm.
A being appeared in my room. I thought to myself that
this was an Angel. Certainly a woman of peace and
love, as this energy was immediately definable as it
filled the room.
Peeking through my lids, I could see colors around
her, and flowing from her such as gold, white, pink,
blue, yellow, and violet. I immediately thought that
this being was a woman, though the light surrounding
her prevented me from seeing her in a defined manner.
Apparently she thought I was asleep.
She was doing something which seemed to be "aligning"
my spiritual bodies. She turned me every which way. It
seemed as if I was almost like a deck of cards being
shuffled, and stacked back together in a nice neat
pile.
Once she was done "shuffling me" she poured oil on me.
She poured oil on my eyes, it seeped in through my
lids and felt so very soothing. She also poured a an
oil on my head and a thick oil upper back. I could
hear her shake the bottle, it sounded as if the bottle
had a very narrow neck, because it sounded like it
made a "glubbing" noise. (Glubbing is probably not a
word found in the dictionary. I am certain there must
be a specific word to describe what I am describing, I
just don't know what that word would be.)
As she was pouring the oil on my back, some of the oil
started seeping down my side, and it tickled like
crazy. I tried, but couldn't't resist the temptation
to try and rub it in to stop the tickling. When I
reached to my side I could feel her reaction, which
was that I completely startled her. I started
giggling, and then I could feel the emotion of relief
coming from her.
I asked her name. She responded "Joanna." I have a
sister Joanne, so I asked "Are you my sister Joanne?"
She replied "No." One would think reading this that I
would just get into a conversation with Joanna, but I
was a bit amazed and stunned by this experience.
Frankly I am surprised that I actually had the nerve
to ask her name.
She finished applying the oil and left.
After she left it occurred to me that she reacted in
the same way that a average person in-the-flesh would
react if they saw her. It was kind of like turning the
tables on the spirit world. I was thinking of the
headlines in "Afterlife Gazette" "Woman Scares
Spirit!" It just struck me so funny that I could
startle her like that. I always thought of spirits as
being totally aware of everything, but now that I know
that I can pretend to be asleep so I can know more
about what is going on. I try to do this often, I
don't always stay awake though, nature just takes
over.
Note: I did some research on the name "Joanna" after
this experience. To my astonishment I found Saint
Joanna. She is the patron Saint of...you guessed
it.... oils. I have put in a link I found regarding
Joanna.
http://www.catholicforum.com/saints/saintj2l.htm
I am so thrilled to be able to share these
experiences. It is dawning on me how precious these
experiences have been. I feel more appreciation as I
write about these experiences, than I did at the time.
Perhaps it is maturity, I don't have an answer to my
own question. It is not as if I took these experiences
for granted, but perhaps since they seem so "crazy" I
have always felt that it was important to keep them
very secret. Sharing these experiences is very healing
in some way. It is almost as if I can finally embrace
these spiritual gifts, and not fear negative
consequences in this setting.
My background is that I was born a medium. I saw
spirits as far back as I can remember. It is not as if
I had that type of experience every day, but I do
remember various experiences in my early life. It is
ironic that at the time my parents would discredit,
and invalidate my insights and visions. In their later
years they brought up some of the things I shared, and
validated these experiences to some degree.
I appreciate your input. I actually couldn't't stay
asleep last night because I kept mulling over the
various insights of the contributors on the list.
One thing I wanted to mention, do you think that the
Dragon is symbolic of the Kundalini? I was thinking
the directions given me to put water (spiritual
energy) on the worm (undeveloped Kundalini), from
which the worm is transformed into a powerful force?
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