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Recieved: 2003/07/13 14:00
Subject: [K-list] Swami Beyondananda
From: Jennifer Hutson
On 2003/07/13 14:00, Jennifer Hutson posted thus to the K-list:
A few weeks ago, I said to my Self before I went to sleep, "Please Higher Self, communicate with me through my dreams." I try to do this every night, and this was one of those rare nights when I didn't forget. I was not in a good place at the time. I've had lots of ups and downs lately, but a few weeks ago, I was having mostly downs. Anyway, I did have a dream that night. The dream began... I saw Jim Carrey standing on a stretch of grass between a sidewalk path and a stone wall. I looked at him like "Wow, is that Jim Carrey?" He looked back at me and much to my surprise, recognized me and acted like he was really happy to see me, like I was his girlfriend who just arrived back in town. So I ran to him and jumped up into his arms and just before I was about to kiss him jubilantly, I had this hesitation/confusion in my mind, the same "hesitation/confusion at a key moment" that has been terrorizing in me during waking life (where I tend to feel like every moment is a key moment). Then, it was like the fireworks became a dud, and he was no longer excited about me. We walked around (we were on a film set) and I lamented about how royally I had screwed up. Here was Jim Carrey, ready and willing to have the Hots for me, and I ruined it with my same old crap. Next thing I know, we are sitting on a set of stairs in a house, where there seems to be some kind of social event happening. He tells me that "they" are going to have to send me to rehab. And I said, "What? Rehab? I stopped smoking pot a year ago, I don't drink, I even quit smoking cigarettes!" And he said, "You've lost your sense of humor."
That was the end of the dream. I didn't find it funny when I woke up. I literally couldn't imagine anything being funny, and felt like a failure for that too. Anyway, I was feeling rather "up" today and I ran across some writings by Swami Beyondananda. After reading for a while, I actually laughed a few times, real good laughs. Anyway, for those of you out there who are suffering, I thought I would pass this on, as it may provide some relief.
http://www.innerself.com/Humor/Who_Is_Swami_Beyondananda.htm
This is a brief biography of the Swami
http://www.innerself.com/Humor/cure_yourself.htm
This article is called "Cure yourself of Oughtism"
http://www.wakeuplaughing.com/bliss.shtml
This explains the Swami's Blisskrieg campaign
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