2003/07/08 15:22-elargonauto-[K-list] Hello and Introduction

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On 2003/07/08 15:22, elargonauto posted thus to the K-list:

Hola!

         I have not exact points in common, but I have gone too through a experience where I had all kind of disruptive feelings. Both mental and physical. I´m not totally recovered, but I´m sure I have found my way and right now I´m on the fastest train to regain balance again.

         I wrote a text about my experience that is posted at ... http://www.kundalini-support.com/fallen.html . I think you´ll find interesting.

         The point in my history is not what I have done or I´m doing, but what I found ( quite accidentally) through experience.

         It is related with trusting your feelings , listening to your body and doing what you think is right. And so letting your natural
         intelligence guide you to health.

         The root of it is universal and have been the central part of the different cults around the world:
         Wu Wei or non-doing ( letting things go alone) / Devotion -- merging with God / Surrendering to the Self

         I hope it gives you some ideas. The Lao Tze and some texts of Mencio and Confucious gave me some good intuitions.

         Here are some texts

         Chuang Tzu --"Nourishing the Lord of Life" -- part two
         http://nothingistic.org/library/chuangtzu/chuang04.html

         Mencio --2A:2 "Ch'i can be developed to great levels of quantity and stability by correctly nourishing it and not damaging it, to the extent that it fills the space between Heaven and Earth"
         http://www.human.toyogakuen-u.ac.jp/~acmuller/contao/mencius.htm
elargonauto
> I don't mean to go on and on, I'm just hoping that I can join the list and find out if there is anyone else with a similar story who has made progress and what they are doing to make it. I feel like there are people who would love me if I'd let them, but I cannot seem to open to people in any kind of appropriate manner. I feel like when I open, I am sort of merging in an unhealthy way. I know that when you believe something, it manifests. But when I try to believe "positive" things, I feel like I am either lying or the visceral feelings I experience are dragging me back. I feel like a failure. Then I feel even worse for speaking my feelings, in the past I have judged others who seemed to have a loser attitude. I just hope there is someone out there who has had a similar experience, and is really recovering.
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>Thanks for listening.
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To: K-list Recieved: 2003/07/08 15:22 Subject: [K-list] Hello and Introduction From: elargonauto

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