To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/07/04 19:14
Subject: Re: [K-list] an interesting interrupting email
From: Druout
On 2003/07/04 19:14, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
A writes:
> actually about myself, im a 24 year old grad student in Engg at UF.
>firstly i need to make it clear that, I have ' |abs| ' no experience in kundalini yoga >or any yoga for that matter. i was a fashion model in my country, debauchered for >2 years. definitely not sexually inhibitted( in the least). so i might not be an >acceptable character if some of you ppl go by conventional philosophy of life.
Dear A,
Welcome to the K-list! :))
And fasten your seat belt! You are in for an astounding voyage.
Many of us were previous skeptics before K awakening. I was personally quite scornful of "New Age" ideas, though I had enjoyed speeches by Krishnamurti and Alan Watts during the 60's. Kundalini is a humbling experience! LOL! Many of your previous preconceptions will fall by the wayside.
I agree with Lars, that it would probably be best to not give up your studies. You will in all likelihood be greatly absorbed by the K phenomena, but it's always wise to keep somewhat grounded, if possible. Sooner or later you will come back to earth, (Chop wood, carry water) and you don't want to burn bridges unless the K energy forces you strongly into directions you will be ultimately be happier going in.
"Electrical" sensations and night time "catalepsy" are fairly common with K. Light phenomena are one of the major hallmarks, as are orgasmic bliss experiences.
> but in the night just bfore i fell asleep, i realised that i had lost control of my hands >legs and had voice paralysis. and it was temporary.i did not relate the two as cause >i was feeling horrified. and this didnt not seem to help me at all. then i just controled >myself for a moment , inhibitted the fear and terror , and then every thing came >back as if in a flowing rush... man.. that felt relieving.
Yeah! :)) You did the right thing. It is *fear* that causes most of the problems. Learning to surrender to the energy is one of the first things we learn.
>but i am desperate to get an explanation as to wot this is and to feel it again. in the >process i seem to be turning the whole world upside down and screwing up my >academics. i just hope some body has had the patience to read through the >whole long story . i hope they understand that this is not bullshit. and i hope >they have an explanation. i would be really grateful to that person. hoping >against hope,untill soon.
Not bullshit at all. You are K awakened. You have come to the right place. Again, Welcome! Relax and enjoy the journey.
Love, Hillary
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